The_SuperNatural

Guys I feel really bad about this now. My parents and Granny arent to happy about me trying this and if most of you knew me personally I hate disappointing or making my parents upset in any way. I hate it so much that when my mom and me argue I cry alot afterwards. I guess its from my childhood experience of almost losing her and I am afraid it will happen again. I do my best to keep them happy and even though I say I dislike them and I feel like I want to run away I cant bring myself to make it true. I love them and always will and leaving them will be the hardest thing in the world for me. But watching them give up on me now has just torn out half my heart. They arent happy with me, my mom hates the fact that I am trying this, my dad has just given up on trying to convince me that I should stop. It hurts me when this happens, to tell you the truth they mean the world to me. I know it is my desision I know its my life, I remember all those moments from when I was young and I always used to pretend to be animals. I treasure those moments. I will never forget the methods I have learnt here and the people I met. I know this seems wierd but I love you guys and you will always be family even if some of you disagree. This was such a big decision and I didn’t think it through when I decided I wanted to make it. My parents can’t make my decisions for me but they expect me to make the right one. I am sorry to say that the decision I have come to is to simply leave all of this behind. I will remember it but I really want to live a normal life, and doing this isnt exactly normal. I know most of you think I am wrong but it can’t stop me this time. I can’t let it. So my final goodbye to 43THINGS is being written here. The account will stay but will gather cobwebs.

If you guys have deviantart please add me. http://tearz-of-a-wolf.deviantart.com/

If you have facebook add me Kirsty Skittlez Wilson.

I will miss you guys so so so so much. Forever Family.

For the last time on this goal.

~Sinder\Twilight\Sage\Era

Guys I feel really bad about this now. My parents and Granny arent to happy about me trying this and if most of you knew me personally I hate disappointing or making my parents upset in any way. I hate it so much that when my mom and me argue I cry alot afterwards. I guess its from my childhood experience of almost losing her and I am afraid it will happen again. I do my best to keep them happy and even though I say I dislike them and I feel like I want to run away I cant bring myself to make it true. I love them and always will and leaving them will be the hardest thing in the world for me. But watching them give up on me now has just torn out half my heart. They arent happy with me, my mom hates the fact that I am trying this, my dad has just given up on trying to convince me that I should stop. It hurts me when this happens, to tell you the truth they mean the world to me. I know it is my desision I know its my life, I remember all those moments from when I was young and I always used to pretend to be animals. I treasure those moments. I will never forget the methods I have learnt here and the people I met. I know this seems wierd but I love you guys and you will always be family even if some of you disagree. This was such a big decision and I didn’t think it through when I decided I wanted to make it. My parents can’t make my decisions for me but they expect me to make the right one. I am sorry to say that the decision I have come to is to simply leave all of this behind. I will remember it but I really want to live a normal life, and doing this isnt exactly normal. I know most of you think I am wrong but it can’t stop me this time. I can’t let it. So my final goodbye to 43THINGS is being written here. The account will stay but will gather cobwebs.

If you guys have deviantart please add me. http://tearz-of-a-wolf.deviantart.com/

If you have facebook add me Kirsty Skittlez Wilson.

I will miss you guys so so so so much. Forever Family.

For the last time on this goal.

~Sinder\Twilight\Sage\Era

Fear Fills Even the Bravest souls ~White Dove
The wolves watched as the light surrounding them was engolfed by darkness. The stars shone high above them and the moon rose slowly behind them. Aspen howled to start a patrol, the females and cubs followed Cypress towards the Night grounds. They were pressed in a group with the cubs protected inside the wall of fur. Aspen turned towards the group of males.

“Scarlet please go join the other females.” He looked sternly toward the light brown female trying to hide between the males.

“Aspen please may I acompany you on patrol” She begged.

“Its too dangerous”

“I don’t care, I live for these adventures”

“Very well but this is done at your risk”

He gave a sharp nod telling them to move into groups and set out to their required watch zones. Diliant moved his group off, it was one of the stronger groups which now contained Scarlet. She was bursting with excitment. The groups were too busy to noticed the blanket of hell tearing over the horizon, fluttering lights blew over the trees miles away but it was aproaching faster. By the time they saw it, it was too late. Each wolf ran for cover as rain pelted the earth, lighting hit the ground forcing it to shake, thunder burst sending shivers down their backs. Aspen looked down in sorrow, this was going to be an unforgetable storm. From the cover of rocks and trees the wolves watched as the storm grew but did not move. Scarlet had huddled against Harrow and Fray who lay between the roots of a Redwood oak. The storm brought high winds that blew the spray into Diliants eyes. He along with most of his group had chosen the wrong place to roost and were shivering in fear and whining from the pain the spray was bringing.

Cypress and the females had safely made it home and now struggled to calm the cubs. Star the runt of Desmi’s litter was screaming for help as she had wondered too close to the mouth of the cave. Cypress heard her shrieks of terror and threw herself into the storm. Star was being washed away by a current caused by the overflowing geyser pools. Cypress tore at the ground at full speed after the panicked cub. She launched herself into the surprisingly deep stream and grabbed the cub by the scruff of its neck. She struggled agianst the down pour and rising currents but finaly made it out of the stream, she shook off and ran as fast as she could with the now limp cub in her jaws. She reached the cave and jumped over the weak point in the down coming water. Close by sat a devistated mother as the limp cub was set on the floor. Star was still breathing but wasunconsious after hitting her head on a floating log.
“Mommy”

Desmi’s face lit up and she gripped to the cub, tears fell from her eyes, Cypress heard her whisper.

“I will never let you go”

The heart tugging moment was ended by a shocking flash. They picked themselves up and their faces fell, the night was alight now, the forest had set ablaze. Cypress ran and got the females and cubs to escape the cave before the fire swallowed them. Cypress howled franticlly with a few females helping to warn the males of the danger, but they already knew, each male was fleeing for their lives as the fire consumed the brush and any living being in its path.

She ran panicked and bleeding, the fire was nibbling at her heels, frantic she turned an ran towards Falcon Rock, the water had burst the river banks and was gushing hard. Her only escape foiled. She looked around and spotted the rock. then turned just in time to see the flame that would scar her hip for life, she yellped in pain then ran as fast as her legs could go, blood poured from her back and the burn on her hip stung as the rain darted at it. She reached the rock and began to climb. Her nose was fierce as the ashes set her senses on fire. She was able to smell one thing, flesh, burning seering flesh. She ripped at the rocks until she reached the surface of the rock. She looked all around her as her whole world was torn to peices. She finally collapsed and as her eyes were closing she saw…..