Guys I feel really bad about this now. My parents and Granny arent to happy about me trying this and if most of you knew me personally I hate disappointing or making my parents upset in any way. I hate it so much that when my mom and me argue I cry alot afterwards. I guess its from my childhood experience of almost losing her and I am afraid it will happen again. I do my best to keep them happy and even though I say I dislike them and I feel like I want to run away I cant bring myself to make it true. I love them and always will and leaving them will be the hardest thing in the world for me. But watching them give up on me now has just torn out half my heart. They arent happy with me, my mom hates the fact that I am trying this, my dad has just given up on trying to convince me that I should stop. It hurts me when this happens, to tell you the truth they mean the world to me. I know it is my desision I know its my life, I remember all those moments from when I was young and I always used to pretend to be animals. I treasure those moments. I will never forget the methods I have learnt here and the people I met. I know this seems wierd but I love you guys and you will always be family even if some of you disagree. This was such a big decision and I didn’t think it through when I decided I wanted to make it. My parents can’t make my decisions for me but they expect me to make the right one. I am sorry to say that the decision I have come to is to simply leave all of this behind. I will remember it but I really want to live a normal life, and doing this isnt exactly normal. I know most of you think I am wrong but it can’t stop me this time. I can’t let it. So my final goodbye to 43THINGS is being written here. The account will stay but will gather cobwebs.
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I will miss you guys so so so so much. Forever Family.
For the last time on this goal.