Grrr….so I have a problem. My fiance who I thought I saw for the last time before he left for home (Kenya) last week changed his plans. I am going to see him tomorrow and Saturday. I have to go up there and we stay in a hotel. Carrying lemons and syrup trying to make this stuff on the go doesn’t sound like a plan. Also he’s gonna need to eat those days so I go to restaurants and just sit there? I don’t think so. Plus I want to enjoy my time with him- meals and all. I really thought everything had settled (surgery, meds, fiance…) and this was the perfect time to start. NOw it’s not looking so good. The good thing is I’m only 4 days in so eating tomorrow wouldn’t totally kill my stomach. The bad thing is- I wanna cleanse. Unfortunately, my mind is halfway made up to stop and start again in a little while so my willpower to not eat is fading. Not being in the right mindset is detrimental to this cleanse. ::sigh:: Looks like I’m stopping.
Well litterdizzi is coming back for an October 1st start. I guess I’ll do the same. I’m kinda sad, but I mean I guess hey that’s life.
Happy cleansing y’ll
Sep 18, 2008, 03:10PM PDT | 2 comments
I’m kicking it. I keep almost eating or unconciously trying to decide what I’m going to eat and then I’m like oh snap right I’m not eating right now. It hasn’t been too hard yet. I just tell myself as easy as it is to decide to eat it’s equally as easy to decide not to. Saying yes is no harder than saying no- both 1 syllable hahaha. Nah, but really it all comes down to choice. No need to struggle, fight yourself, argue yourself down. Just decide to eat or not to eat each time the questions comes up and then move on.
I’m only getting 32oz of LA in because it’s a pain to carry more than that (along with my 32oz of water) and my day goes from 6am-10pm so by the time I get home it’s tea and sleep. I feel okay. I can def tell I need a little more though. I feel the energy loss and unfocus. I’mma figure something out.
How’s errbody doing?
Sep 16, 2008, 04:13PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
...the pounds that is. So apparently there’s a weight limit for a tandem skydive. I’m over it :o( I won’t be by spring!! Just started my second Master Cleanse (http://healthandlight.com/TheMasterCleanse.pdf) and plan on following it up with healthy eating. I should be at a jumping weight in no time. Check back on this goal in spring…
Sep 15, 2008, 11:06AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
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