Thrillzilla

I want my motto to be “don’t worry,” but it’s so difficult. I wish I was more like my friend, who always says that everything is all good and doesn’t freak when she gets into trouble. She’s very casual about decision making nd I aspire to be that way. I hope I won’t fret so much about every little mistake.

Of course my mom wouldn’t approve, so I have to wait until there will be a time when I won’t see her for a while so as to let the healing process start before flipping it up into my nose. I also want my friend to do it for me, as I did hers and she’s very knowledgeable about this sort of thing. But I’m very impatient!

...but fast food calls to me every day. I must tell myself NO!!