Thunda_Kat

THERE IS NO CHANCE FOR COURRY AND I!!!!

40. Stafford Loans 41. Federal Grants 42. University of Phoenix 43. Schnieder 44. Jasen

The most recent step I have taken to become a better mother is…I’ve enrolled in school again!!! I am so excited!! Now seeking a degree so that I can be able to provide whatever my lil one needs. WHAT AN ACCOMPLISHMENT!! Kudos to me :)

Amaya and I have started to spend more time together. It is great. My work schedule has not changed, but the way I spend “idle” time has. I allow more time for her. Summer is here. School is out this week. I plan to make her summer the best. She deserves it.

Now that he is in my life, I am starting to feel all these different things. Some I’ve never felt, so are familiar. I don’t know if its because its him or…what. The question is, should I fall in love with him? Lord knows he has played with me in the past but that was 6 years ago. We have both matured and I can tell just by talking to him that he is a little different. Maybe he is or he just has some hella game :) Nevertheless, Im loving it…

We will see…

36. Courry back in my life. 37. Knowing that he does love me. 38. My new hairstyle 39. My car.

Was our little adventure last weekend. I don’t know what we will do this weekend. We both had a blast. She was able to play games and run around like the kid she is!! ((lol)) So did I :)

We definitely need to do go there again!! They have great pizza:)

Seemed like an easy task, but I have found that it is not so simple…

My daughter and I just found out that we will have to get passports so that she may be able to see her father…so now I have to make that happen and abtain 2 “frikin” passports!! I wasn’t planning on spending money like that but damn…I guess I have no choice. She has to see her father. Where do I start???

Well, I believe I have to get a consent form to him so she can apply…HERE I GO…

Getting done lately and it feels great. I actually see the progress!! I am not ALL THE WAY there, but it is obvious ((to me)) that I am on my way :)

As a mother is good. It’s great!! I couldn’t life not being one. Some reading this may say…WTF?? ((lol))

I’m doing MUCH better with this, though Im not ready to close this goal up yet. There is so much more that I need to learn. I’ve recently opened up a new chapter in my “motherly” life; her father has come back around and now I’m learning how to share the responsibility of parenthood.

Just about given up…

I took her to the doctor to eliminate the possibility of infection. They took blood and pee samples…anywho, NOTHING WRONG. ((what a relief))

Since then, I haven’t really had a problem. I guess it was all psychological. The doctor had to be the one to tell my lil one that nothing was wrong with her. We are now in panties again ;)

I’ve had to add another lost friend to my list. This one I will make sure I keep up with. I LOVE MY JESSEE THOMAS. So young, so bright, so lost. I gotta keep in touch with my friend for real…

33. My new place. 34. Breath. 35. The Lord and his unconditional love. ((Knowing that “someone” loves me keeps me grounded))

Has been wonderful to us. Its location is the best…away from EVERYONE that could possible cut into our together time. No unwanted guests to disturb. We can now go outside and chillax…so yes…I am spending a lot more time.

I also eliminated my “obligation” to transport my mother around…SHE GOT A CAR!!!

More time for Maya and Me…

That’s what it’s all about. Procrastination: still in my life but not a major factor like it use to be and that is wonderful!!! I have taken steps to help me out with this goal. I have a planner (that i look in each day) and a calendar that is constantly updated. Im on a roll!!!

Im getting better with this one ((i laugh to myself)). U get better at parenting with time. No one told me that, but I am finding it out as I go. I know this sounds a little crazy but Im starting to love it ;)

I’ve done a littel better at this. I mean, there are some of my friends that I still have not reached out to…but there are a few that I have and that feels good.

LIFE!!!!!!!

That’s what I am. Procrastination has damn near taken over me. However, I AM getting much better at it. My life is not so up-side-down. Now, it’s just sideways! ((lol))