TimeToBreathe




I'm doing 41 things
  

TimeToBreathe's Life List

  2. 1. Join a chior group
    		1 person
  3. 2. Learn self-defence/martial arts
    		1 person
  4. 3. Stop hating my body
    		46 people
  5. 4. Read more
    		7,752 people
  6. 5. Stop lying - completely!
    		2 people
  7. 6. Go to the deep South of American
    		1 person
  8. 7. Be more attentive
    		18 people
  9. 8. Be less aggressive
    		24 people
  10. 9. listen more
    		307 people
  11. 10. Improve my concentration
    		171 people
  12. 11. Stop wasting time
    		3,556 people
  13. 12. Make photo-albums
    		4 people
  14. 13. Clean up my computer hard-drive
    		1 person
  15. 14. Make some friends
    		151 people
  16. 15. Learn to cook
    		8,197 people
  17. 16. Learn to sew
    		3,647 people
  18. 17. Stop spending money I don't have
    		17 people
  19. 18. Be less lazy
    		438 people
  20. 19. Spend more time with nature
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  21. 20. Go on an adventure
    		241 people
  22. 21. Do 1hr charity work every week
    		1 person
  23. 22. Donate old clothes to charity
    		139 people
  24. 23. Learn how to fix my CD drive on my PC
    		1 person
  25. 24. Stop disordered eating patterns
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  26. 25. Write essay on Violence and Society for University
    1 entry     		1 person
  27. 26. find God
    		280 people
  28. 27. Get a photograph printed in a magazine
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  29. 28. make an album
    		120 people
  30. 29. Learn to play the guitar
    		12,658 people
  31. 30. Improve my posture
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  32. 31. Keep my bedroom tidy
    		20 people
  33. 32. Overcome dependance on drugs
    1 entry     		1 person
  34. 33. Read the entire Bible
    		2,459 people
  35. 34. Drink more water
    		18,986 people
  36. 35. Find a career I love
    		247 people
  37. 36. Be more honest
    		356 people
  38. 37. Talk less
    1 entry     		177 people
  39. 38. Be less jealous
    		422 people
  40. 39. Improve my relationship with my family
    		11 people
  41. 40. Be less socially awkward
    		31 people
  42. 41. Write a novel
    1 cheer     		9,673 people

How I did it
How to try heroin
It took me
2 years
It made me
warm

How I did it: I obviously don't want to say too much (in case there are kids browsing this site), but I injected the heroin into my arm.  It took me many attempts to hit a vein, and I injected a bit into an area that wasn't a vein by mistake.  I made sure I had everything prepared before I began - including a bag to vomit in, but I did not vomit.  However, I did get gas and stomach cramps - not enough to make it not worthwhile, but they … Read how I did it…

Jan 17, 2009, 09:49PM PST | 0 comments


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Write essay on Violence and Society for University
Untitled 12 months ago

This seems like a stupid goal, but I have been working on the thing for literally months, and haven’t even written a skeleton outline yet, even though it’s due in the next week. It’s really just one small step in my longer-term goals of staying in university, improving my concentration and keeping up with my workload and responsibilities, but somehow it still feels significant – it’s like every assignment is a mountain!

Nov 28, 2008, 04:20AM PST | 0 comments


Overcome dependance on drugs
Untitled 12 months ago

My dependance on drugs has become a major problem in my life, and yet I never seem to be able to find the motivation to quit. I have stolen and gotten myself into debt, destroyed family and personal relationships, severely messed up my mental health, and put myself in a lot of danger. Just yesterday I collapsed and fell unconcious in the shower, and woke up an hour later, having completely flooded the bathroom (water was leaking through the floor and into my kitchen downstairs), and to top it all off I’d managed to vomit everywhere, so despite the fact I had been in the shower for over an hour, I still had to shower again… I’ve blacked out in classes, on public transport, at my grandmothers house, even sat on the toilet. I desire deeply to create in myself the ability to get sober, and to stay that way

Nov 28, 2008, 04:16AM PST | 0 comments


talk less
Untitled 12 months ago

I have a blabber mouth, or what Ruby Wax once reffered to in a TV commercial as ‘verbal diarrhea’. I find myself saying hurtful things, things I regret, lying (or exaggerating), presuming aloud, or giving away too much. Often I KNOW I should shut up, but I just keep yapping! I’d like it if I could comfortably sit in silence, or not raise an opinion, or not argue back.

Nov 28, 2008, 04:09AM PST | 0 comments


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