TiredOFtheMonkey

The simple pleasures in life like your children’s smile…..there is hope for the future…..I see it in my children’s eyes.

Thanks for the words. 8 days and counting….my lungs are even clearing out and I am not wheezing when I take a real deep breath !!!! I cannot promise I will never take a puff again but the bag is still hidden away untouched. I cannot tell you how many times that I wanted to get into it. I have to admit for the last two days I feel that spark of energy for getting back into my real life projects. I was even messing around in the garage getting my hands greasy. Also I am starting to actually DREAM again when I sleep. Very VIVID dreams I might add. It’s funny how pot keeps you from remembering your dreams in more ways then one.

Just a quick note…I ran out last Thursday. I scored some on Sat. night (read threw away another $ 100.00)...got it home…looked at it and hid it away and not touched it since !!!! I have not got high for 6 days now !!!! More then once I thought of taking a hit but I am holding on strong. I will take it one day at a time. I am filling the hole with my books and mags and starting to work on rebuilding my jet boat. Let’s see if I can make it through tomorrow without taking a puff. I will get that Monkey off my back one way or another. bad Monkey bad !!!!!
Good luck to everyone else. Thank you very much for any support.