Tonester690

an appoitment with my local careers place for next week.
im quite excited, and im hoping my army profile can interchange between the two forces so i wont have to do another eye test and a doctors test…

this now, but can i keep it up?
atm im getting up at 6 in the morning and going for a nice and easy 9min mile 3 mile run.

and i can say im defo keeping it up.

i tell you what, since ive started running in the mornings and getting to bed “early” i seem more positive, i feel more positive.

i brought some new exhausts for my beauty of a bike, now that looks the dogs and sounds the dogs.

Hopefully with the combination of my other goals, becoming more social should be a brease, atm for reasons i shant not go in i stopped talking to people, other than my work mates..
I dont mean stopped talking to people who openly made conversation to me, i mean stopped trying to have conversations with people…lol?

Its got something to do with self confidence and having a low self-esteem…im really going to stick to my goals, and i should have a big boost that should help me go out more.

I used to do Tae Kwan Do as a kid (14-16) i thoroughly enjoyed it, stopped doing for reasons of the unknown lol.

I really wouldn’t mind doing something like kickboxing as its defo more active, and the principals are the same as in Tae Kwan Do.

I will make it my aim, to go down to our local sports place and find out about times and dates.

In my line of work it is very active, and the more efficient you work the quicker you finish the happier the customer is, and that increases you chance for a tip :D

At present i find work a dull, and im becoming more and more lazy, and less and less efficient whilst working (tea breaks arnt that great!) but hopefully the combination of my goals, i should get back into shape and feel more positive with my self.

One can only hope!
I’ll keep you posted.

I am a very impatient man, i dont mean impatient when theres kids holding you up in the road, old people doing stupid things, that just puts a smile on my face….lol

I mean impatient on the road, as i ride a “fast” motorbike (reasonably fast, its a cruiser, but has some poke!) i tend to find it hard to stick to the legal limit…i find my self always overtaking, not dangerously mind….but i need to be in front as i feel no one can progress as quick as i can… (Rounderbouts, T-Junctions etc).

With fuel on the up, i think this one with be my better goals to aim for, cutting out this overtaking milarkie should cut my fuel bills for the month :P

rather cold at night, ive done the wandering around milarkie a few too many times…

doing it sober is different to doing it pissed, you do alf feel the cold when your sober…
its good fun dont get me wrong, more fun if your doing it with someone else, worth doing – even just to try it.

i was “in love” once…
well i was, its a shame the person i was in love with didnt feel the same way about me…

what i really want to do is fall in love with my “true love” (ie: person feels the same way about me as i do her) have a kid or 2, and live our lives to the max, if only that became a reality….

oh well, at 19 ive got a long time to find that special someone :D

on my back, like from the bottom up to my shoulders.
like a tribal style, might go into tattoo place within the next couple of months and see about prices and styles.

the job i do is very…annoying hours.

its not shift work, but the hours arnt your normal 9-5, one day it is 0600-2100 the next its 0400-2200…but then the boss fucks with your over time by getting your in at 0900-1300…annoying, and i kinda rely on proplus…a good 20 tabs a day keeps me pepped.

wouldent mind joining the RAF police, would be pretty awesome if im honest.

like gaz wilkinson

no longer, aint been to the gym in over 6 months.
i used to go to the gym with my “running partner” but she just stopped going, and stopped going running lol…

so i ended up stop going, wouldn’t mind doing it again, its hard to do yourself i just need that extra encouragement to go there :O

mock the week wouldn’t be what it is without this guy.

i watched “live at the Apollo”
he was on it, i couldent stop laughing….i need to see this guy! but hes sold out!

genius enough said.

if i dont get my rda of biscuity goodness i do get fair mad lol

ive got my lovely crunch biscuit, im gonna say it again case you missed it – two pints, you gotta love it.

back when i was applying for the army, got into pretty good shape and was averaging 8min miles, but as i turned down the job in the army for something in civistreet i just haven’t got the willpower or energy to get out of bed and do it…

i will have to if i want to get my fine fine booty back, and eventually run the london marathon…:P

ive always wanted to join the police, the last time i applied i got rejected, i can only think because of my age(19)
so this time, when the next opening comes up i will be applying for the police community support officer (PCSO) hopefully my age wont be such a problem….ha.

my life at the moment is pretty barmy, for the last month ive been what i can only describe as “depressed” i generally hate my job, my social life is non existent (well went to see shikari live the other week, but thats all ive done in weeks) im in masses of debt, over 8 grands worth, admittedly its not that bad as i still have the asset if all things do go under (a very nice motorbike..)

i will get out of this rut i’m stuck in, i wont be going to the doctors to see if i am really depressed as i cant afford to live on sick pay lol..

oh well.