TonicCat

I’m getting a little better! I’m actually going positive, and getting more than 3-4 kills, like around 8-10, yay! I’m on my way to not being the worst on my team!

Even if I set the alarm far away from my bed, I will either:
A) Sleep through it.
B) Get up, turn it off, and go back to bed.
C) Not set it.

B would probably be the most common, since I do that anyways.. :/ I can’t seem to get up when I don’t have a really good reason to (No job/not in school yet/don’t live with the boyfriend) so I end up giving myself as much sleep time as I want. I would love to wake up in the morning again, it’s so refreshing.

• Homework I consider something that has to be done. I procrastinate the least on things I have to do, or that will have a definitive (real life impact) downside to not doing.

• Games, however, (such as with my earlier entry, Halo 3) are things I can refuse to do and nothing bad will come of it.

I suppose it’s a bit of a way to “come into my own”, or go against the norm, because I’ve had to do things for so much of my life, and now I have so many opportunities to reject things I’m going a little overboard with it.

Note: It seems I snipe the best when I’m concentrating on the sniping, but still thinking about other things fully.. if I completely concentrate on sniping I “over-concentrate” and end up making stupid mistakes; but with the other subject somewhat occupying my mind, some of the “pressure” to do well is taken off since my mind is too busy for me to criticize myself.

..It makes sense, trust me.

This is one of the biggest problems I have.

I procrastinate with everything.
I even procrastinate doing things I want to do, for instance, right now: I’m practicing sniping wyvrns on Halo 3, when I could be finishing campaign. D: LAME. I need a lot of help with this.

If only I had an easy way to get my bike down the road to the trails :/ I should have started when it was warmer, then I would have a better reason to be slacking off in the winter.

It seems like I never get around to learning and applying new words.

I can hardly finish articles anymore, I have become easily distracted, and it’s proving to be detrimental to my everyday being.

I love reading, it stimulates the mind, and takes you somewhere else without leaving where you are. I don’t read enough, I’m sure it’s due to my slacky, procrastinating lifestyle, because I know I have the time.. just not the motivation.

I suck at Halo 3.
I’ve improved ever-so-slightly since I’ve been playing on a “regular” basis, however I’m still very bad. I always go negative, and the most kills I’ve ever scored on social slayer is a whopping: 10. (My average is about 5) So, I’ve made it a goal to get better. I do enjoy the game, but doing poorly takes a little of the fun away.