TouchOfHope




I'm doing 30 things
 

TouchOfHope's Life List

  1. 1. hack
    2 entries . 3 cheers
    2,360 people
  2. 2. be happy on my own..not having to rely on someone else for happiness
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    148 people
  3. 3. better myself
    1 entry
    77 people
  4. 4. get the message accross to my boyfriend
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1 person
  5. 5. prove everyone wrong
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    69 people
  6. 6. get in shape
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    7,824 people
  7. 7. make up my mind: streight or lesbian, no more bi
    3 cheers
    1 person
  8. 8. publish a book
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1,731 people
  9. 9. Save Money to Buy a Car
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    10 people
  10. 10. Kiss in the rain
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    13,221 people
  11. 11. never lose my sense of wonder
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    382 people
  12. 12. become anorexic
    23 entries
    3,948 people
  13. 13. do cocaine
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    27 people
  14. 14. Meet Josh Groban
    1 entry
    51 people
  15. 15. Run
    1 entry
    952 people
  16. 16. Overcome my OCD
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    176 people
  17. 17. die
    2 entries . 1 cheer
    1,744 people
  18. 18. Get over this social anxiety or whatever it is I have
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    13 people
  19. 19. Fall in love
    1 entry
    21,018 people
  20. 20. get a piercing
    1 entry
    516 people
  21. 21. Become a vegetarian
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1,363 people
  22. 22. Find a balance between the things I want to do and the things I need to do
    1 entry
    2,211 people
  23. 23. stop picking my skin
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    582 people
  24. 24. Be skinny, really skinny
    1 cheer
    8 people
  25. 25. Make people laugh.
    523 people
  26. 26. Stop wasting time on go-nowhere relationships
    1 entry
    2 people
  27. 27. live in a house with hidden rooms and secret passageways
    1 cheer
    351 people
  28. 28. Learn to be honest about the way I feel
    3 people
  29. 29. witness a birth
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    34 people
  30. 30. stop stressing about things beyond my control
    2 cheers
    43 people
Recent entries
Become a vampire (read all 4 entries…)
meh...I guess I've survived this way THIS long 1 year ago

So, I wasn’t really willing to actually say I WAS a vampire when I first put this goal up, because I was still going through some doubts planted in my mind from my ‘behavioral modification’ treatment not too long ago.

But after some further reflection, and a little bit of analyzation, I have come to realize that I, am indeed, a vampire.

The only reason I say this is worth it is because I’ve been this way ever since I can remember, I just wasn’t able to understand why. And I DO like the way I am, and therefore, I suppose being a vampire is worth it to me :\


die (read all 2 entries…)
It's getting harder and harder to cope 1 year ago

I might just get it over with
Relationships make this plane seem so not worth the trouble


become anorexic (read all 23 entries…)
ugh... 1 year ago

I did really well one day, no more than 600 calories, and now I have fallen completely off the wagon.

I feel so fat sometimes, but it’s almost like I don’t care. I’m not giving up on this just yet, I need some help, please! Anything… I don’t want to be this way.


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