as soon as i saw the sunchips commercial..i knew wherever that place was i wanted to go.. that was what I day dreamed about. I looked it up and they filmed it in New Zealand. It looks like such a beautiful place! So breathtaking.
Hopefully one day I’ll go.
uhh i need to go to a rave sooo bad. It would be like heaven to me. The music pounding and all the lights pulsating on me. And to be next to people dancing like crazy and feeling just the same as I do.
The easy way to do this would be to take some kind of drug.but since im above the influence now im not gonna do that. Plus that would just be the easy way of doing it without any work. I want to naturally make myself feel like im in ecstacy. Somehow ill do it.
I need to learn to play the guitar. It would be so much easier for me to do if i could play. My boyfriend is amazing at it so its not like i dont have a way to learn. Ive written two songs so far. I think there pretty good. I just wish i could write a really good love song. The only problem is the stuff i usually think about turns about being sad because ive been hurt so many times. Someday though, soon i hope. I’ll write a good song.
i really wanna weigh about 105. I did weigh about 107 but then i had to get on some medicine so i gained some weight. Now im like 115. It kinds sucks im 5’4 so im kinda short so when you gain weight you can see it more. I also just like to be thin. I like the way my clothes fit better and the way they look on me. I also like seeing some of my bones. I know that sounds really weird but its always been this “thing” for me!
I really really really want my clavs done! There soo Hott! Haha soon i will have them!
Uhh i hate being short! I was looking at a Victorias Secret mag and i was thinking i could probably model for them but i wouldnt have a chance bc im only 5’4. Haha oh well!
i weighed like 106 then i got on some new medicine and it made me gain som weight. it goes from 112 to 114. I know its not that much but i prefer being smaller as i am a shorter person..5’4..plus clothes just look and fit better.
Los Angeles just looks so beautiful all the time. It barely rains i believe and theres always sunshine. Its so welcoming day or night….it has so many people and so many things to do..the lights are gorgeous at night….i cant wait to go someday
i dont know if its because im a scorpio or its just in my personality, but ive never been able to forgive people who have truly hurt me. I hold grudges forever. it sucks that i have so much anger in me but im starting to try and forgive people for there mistakes and there pasts. cross your fingers for me!
xoxo Tori
I think ive changed my mind about “living” in Finland. I would however like to visit for a while.
I love animals so it would be obvious that I would want to work with them. Im kinda allergic because I have asthma, but i love them too much to care about that!
Im a good writer but when it comes to trying to write songs that would actually sound good..idk if i could…but one day im gonna try it! hopefully i write a sweet one.
i dont know why but for some reason the little things have always set me off. this isnt a hormonal thing either. even when i was a little kid i had a horrible temper and i could be a REAL bitch..which i still am sometimes.
i dont wanna always be angry about things but its so hard not to
maybe thats just who i am.
I AM NOT MEAN
although some people think i am. im nice!!!!
<3 Tori
so tomorrow there are going to be model scouts or agents coming to my city to look for potential people to model for things such as cosmo and other stuff. I really wanna go i think i could maybe do it but i dont want to go because i dont want to get rejcted. what do you guys think?
Not saying America isnt a beautiful place…physically. because it is. it just isnt mentally good for a human being to reside here. Europe is breath taking..everywhere and so less complicated than the states. Also there isnt a constant fear of a A-bomb being dropped on you there. I like America i think when it started it had VERY good values just not now
well hell yah! looks like im the only one who REALLY wants to go! haha jk i just had to write about it since nobody else did.
<3 Tori
k so heres a pic tell me what you think about my new monroe!!!
<3 Tori
