I am so disappointed in myself…I’ve just had a cigarette…one in four days isn’t bad right? I can’t justify it to myself other than I do not know what to replace my ‘stressful’ moments with. Everything emotionally becomes heightened without my smokes…thus making me want one even more. I am so weak :(
Starting again…
KT's Life List
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1. Quit Smoking
11 entries . 4 cheers8,603 people -
2. lose weight
2 entries36,734 people -
3. Do something new every week
3 entries67 people -
4. get out of IT industry
3 entries6 people -
5. Live and work in Canada
1 entry70 people -
6. Learn to Draw properly
1 entry . 1 cheer7 people -
7. continuously swim 1500m without being out of breath
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8. speak in public without fear
2 cheers5 people -
9. take more social initiative and become better about reciprocating social invitations
2 cheers45 people -
10. Become more articulate
1 cheer66 people -
11. Learn to figure skate
1 entry . 2 cheers76 people -
12. complete a triathlon
2 cheers674 people -
13. have my own business
476 people -
14. go to the monaco grand prix
29 people -
15. work and live in usa
1 cheer17 people -
16. learn how to skateboard
392 people -
17. Volunteer
1 entry . 1 cheer4,912 people -
18. learn to snowboard
1 entry . 1 cheer2,455 people -
19. Stay in Sweden's Ice Hotel
1 cheer54 people -
20. open and own a successful hotel
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21. Eat at the top 10 restaurants in the world
1 entry . 1 cheer3 people
Recent entries
one in four...?
2 years ago
Annoying little so and so...
2 years ago
I had a huge test this morning…onto day 4. We have a temporary house guest and she annoys the bejeezus out of me. This morning took the cake and if I had any smokes on me I would’ve definately broken. So damn frustrating, but she has cancer and she is dying. Should that give you licence to be a total biatch?
I am not sure how i’m going to cope if she’s going to be staying another month.
2.67 days...
2 years ago
I guess i’m still suffering…as denoted by the fact I am still counting down. Today work has been busy so it has kept my mind off smoking for most of the day, however it is near the end of the day now…I’m thinking about popping downstairs for a breath of fresh air. Doesn’t help that one of my colleagues is jauntily walking past my desk for one. Arggh!
