I am in the presence of a very kind gentleman. He has a noble heart with the most pristine characters. I cannot help but to wish to lose everything in me that is not good, beautiful, and true.
He watches me all time. He watches my every move, every step, every word, every thought. He watches me when I am awake, when I am asleep. He is with me all the time even when I cannot sense his presence.
Do you ever get the creepy feeling that whatever you give to God in tithe is mysteriously returned to you as blessings?
Does your voice sound younger and younger as you practice singing?
I am now quickly finding out what will replace the old habits.
Driving around is being replaced by walking about.
Coffee is being replaced by tea and chai latte.
Sweets are being replaced by sweat fruits.
Maybe I will get healthier from this.
I can start with something I don’t need. Coffee and sweets these days are bad for my health anyways. I will let them go and what new things will arrive as a result.
Whenever we gain something in life, we will inevitably lose something else. Whenever we lose something in life, something new will come in. I would like to do an experiment – I would like to make an effort to lose things and see what I will gain as a result.
Mom gave me a crockpot. I’m going to make some good use out of it this time of the year. hehehehe….
I’ll start with 15 minutes a day. They are the building blocks for a good singer.
I want to make it a habit to go to church at least once a week and bring a tithe with me. My church has a mid week service on Wednesdays. That makes it easier to worship in God’s house on a weekly basis.
This goal almost seems impossible, but hey, I can always start. God has been working on this one, even though I really couldn’t believe it myself. Over the years He has been leading me through lessons to learn maintaining a home, preparing healthy meals, budgeting, etc.
It took some courage for me to put this goal on my list. I was afraid to admit that I truly truly want a loyal faithful provider protector husband. Well, it doesn’t matter if I am willing to admit it, it is what I want. It has always been what I wanted for many many years. So, let me be honest to myself when working on my list of goals.
I have working hard on improving my life. It’s time that I take the passenger seat of my life and let God drive. After all, all glory goes to God. I need to step aside and let Him take the stage.