I spent 15 years of my life (the first 15) being told to go to church and pray. I tried this and around my 15th birthday I found out that I just could not believe in a God or a higher being.
I feel like all there is is life and science, I want to have a soul and believe in something. I feel like I know there’s nothing there and it’s stupidly optimistic to believe otherwise. I want that to change and I want it to change soon.
TwoPinted's Life List
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1. kiss him again
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2. write a book
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3. write a film
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4. Get A Life
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5. Pass my GCSEs
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6. choose which A levels to do
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7. be popular
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8. become interesting
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9. Kiss in the rain
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10. rebel
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11. Find a Religion
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12. grow 2 inches taller
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Recent entries
I'm struggling.
2 years ago
Selfish, maybe. But I’ve felt this way about him for such a long time and perhaps it’s not going to work. We are only young, after all.
I want to kiss him again but be more than just friends. Then I’d know I finally meant something to someone special :).
Sent it this time last week.
2 years ago
I’ve not seen it up yet but it’s updated every sunday so there is absolutely no way it could have been. Hoping my secret’s not too trivial, it is very lighthearted.
Can they recieve them even if you’re on a different continent or do you have to do something special? Sorry for being naive about the postal service…
