TyTaylor16x3

I’m a 15 year old sophomore in high school. I’m the type of person that loves psychology. I’ve experienced falling in love and having my heart broken. I’ve dealt with the mind games of teenage boys. I would love to help teenagers (boys or girls) with their relationship problems, trying to ask someone out, or getting over your heartbreak, etc. I want to make as many people as I can NOT feel what I have felt or become stronger when it does happen.

Ok, Long story short: We’re over. I’m no longer mourning. I was before, and as a result I tried to talk to him at our Homecoming. I don’t mean to toot my own horn, but I got dolled up for it, and I looked like a fricken model. Keep that in mind. Anyway, I tried talking to him and asked if we could work it out and get back together. He said that he thinks it would be best if we remained friends and he needed to concentrate on his grades…yeaaaa ok. It’s been a week since that happened. Quite frankly, I’ve lost all feelings towards him. Actually for now, I’m feeling negative towards him. But oh well, thats life. I’m taking a break from dating for awhile whew I’m EXHAUSTED!

Ok, I broke up with my boyfriend, and told him that I wasn’t going to Semi-Formal with him. At first he said “Your not going?..umm..ok” and I walked away with my head held high but I was dying inside. The next day, I stayed home, which was thursday. I was still hurt, but my dad said “Be nice to him. Treat him as if you first met him. It’ll kill him inside. Believe me.” and my older brother agreed. So the next day, I go into school. Unfortunatly, me and him get paired up together to do a science experiment. Surprisingly, he was nice to me, and I was nice to him. That day, whenever I saw him in the hallway, I smiled and waved. I talked to him in some of the classes we have together. Finally, during last period, one of his friends came up to me and said “Hey, ——still likes you.” I just smiled and said “yea.” and walked away. When I got home from school, I signed online. He IMed me immediatly and starting talking to me, but I knew he wasn’t quite right. But I didnt ask what was wrong. I still continued to be nice to him. I had my cell phone near by, and his friend kept calling me. He’d let it ring once, and then hang up. I had 10 missed calls from his friend. I could tell immediatly, by the way our conversation was going that my ex-boyfriend and his friend were hanging out together. I was confused. I thought he didn’t love me anymore. I mean, we havent went out on a date in three weeks. He preferred his friends over me. So, I talked to my mom about it and she thinks that he realizes now what he’s done…So, maybe…their’s a small chance of hope??

By the way, I’m sorry I ramble on and on. I just like to get all this off of my chest lol ^^;