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1 year ago
i feel that life has been on hold since August of 2006 when i was diagnosed with Her2BC. i’m tired of being sick & tired… tired of figuring out how to cope with the chemo side effects…tired of worrying about getting exposed to germs & bugs…tired of being alone, feeling alone, & being lonely. i feel useless & like a burden to my Hubby & kids.
I have one more chemo session to go at the end of March 2007… i had thought that when i got to this point that i would be excited, but i’m not. i’m dreading the six weeks of radiation therapy due to start in mid-May. The radiation oncologist said that due to my skin type & that i’m big breasted that i WILL burn, i WILL blister & it WILL be painful… painful enough to require morphine.
