I'm doing 31 things
I am officially a business owner
VIIXVIIIIIIIV's Life List
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1. Realize that who I am is the woman I dreamed of becoming
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2. become a non-violent communication trainer
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3. Exercise and meditate every morning, no exceptions
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4. Face my fears
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5. Courageously and whole-heartedly fall in love
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6. dance my ass off
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7. connect with my parents
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8. Go take an improv class
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9. Tell my high school Algebra teacher that his belief in me changed my entire life
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10. Take a long trip to the Great Bear Rainforest
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11. Be knowledgeable about cars
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12. travel the world with my soulmate
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13. Be married in the most loving, gracious, beautiful ceremony to someone who is my best friend in every way, with all my loved ones present and happy
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14. Take a picture every day and then make a scrapbook of one year of my life
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15. Go to Europe with my Mommy
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16. adopt a child
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17. get my motorcycle license
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18. move to boston
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19. take a road trip along highway 101
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20. Lock all of my radically different friends from all different parts of my life into my house for an obscenely huge, loud and unforgettable night
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21. Find a sports team to love
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22. Perform stand up
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23. fly a kite
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24. Improve my posture
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25. Ride a train in a cute outfit.
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26. speak at a national conference
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27. be part of the holi festival in india
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28. rebuild my savings to $50,000
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29. become fluent in spanish
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30. go on a shopping spree
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31. Go white water rafting
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Recent entries
Again. Why? Because I came home from a group dinner at which I saw the man I currently have a ridiculous crush on, heard him say the word “girlfriend” and decided I needed to fall in love immediately to get back at him.
Oh, and also because a month ago I logged onto match.com, without having an account, performed a ridiculously specific search, and up popped the profile of a man I am now strangely infatuated with, even though he lives in another state and has no idea I exist. let alone that I searched through all of the profiles with his extremely common first name trying to find him on facebook, and once I did have routinely checked it for any updates to the public portions I can see.
I don’t know about the courageous and love part but I have whole-heartedly fallen into something.
I look at my goals and ambitions and think I am totally capable, ready, equipped, and qualified. i think I am a natural born teacher and leader, I think the starts have aligned perfectly helping to set the groundwork for my dream to come true.
But most of the time I think I am going to fail so miserably that I will have ruined my entire life and reputation.
What the fuck am I thinking? No degree, no real training in most of the things I want to teach, no business school, no business partner, no investors, no fall back plan.
i am so scared of failing. I am so scared of all the challenges I know I will face, so scared of not having a support network.
