VINTAGEPINUPGIRL

I don’t miss him but I miss being in love. I still feel like I have more healing to do. But as for him? He’s an asshole with no future, bad judgement and skewed ethics. I’m better off without him but I so miss being in love. It’ll come, I know. I just need to start enjoying each day as it comes and know it’ll happen exactly when it’s supposed to.

So, in the Spring I did well. I got an A+ (uh huh, I didn’t know it was possible to get an A+ in a class either lol), a B, an A-, and a B+. I got an A- in my Summer class. This semester’s been a bit tougher due to taking 5 classes, increasing work responsibilities and being accepted into the accelerated SPED teacher program. Really, I’m praying to get a C in stats and A’s in the other 4 classes (haha math is not my friend)

Well, I am down to 308 pounds. This has pretty much just been me self-regulating and not bingeing but not dieting. I, obviously, need to step it into high gear but I am happy that I’m lower than when I started 9 months ago. I’ve lost 18 pounds, not bad. I’m just proud of myself for not bingeing and for dealing with my emotions in healthier a healthier manner.