Vangle

STOP AND READ THIS!!.... crying in the rain… is beautiful. i really want to cry in the rain. then nobody will really truely know how much im being tortured on the inside beause the rain is like a blanket. it hides you from anything you want to hide from, even your past, future and present. nobody can know whats happening on the inside, know matter how many people you tell. what WILL tell people is if your walking out in the middle of the day, its beautiful outside and your crying. then they will know you’re hurting and think”how badly wuz she hurt to be walking around today crying her heart out?!”
that’s when you look up and it rains. you think how you must look right now then you realize as you look around”hey everybody looks the same as me. i feel weirdly comforted by something thats cold and wet and that should be depressing.” then you slowly start to realize that, in some way God let it rain so that no one else will have to feel to pain you’re feeling at that very moment… even if it’s gone by then.

How to be turned?? Or to have wings?? Real wings! you know like a bird’s wings grafted into me only about 13 1/2 feet long. or be a vampire even! .... or to be a Vangel. Half a vampire, half an avian. A Vangel. Please someone help me!! if anyone out there is a vampire or has wings! come and get me! or you know,... e-mail me or do something first. I’ve been wanting to become an avian for 3-4 years now! i can’t s6and it! plz i’ll do ANYTHING! wven if i have to go to ..”the School” !
please, someone plz respond to this. anyone … even if your telling me im crazy or something. I NEEd to know what the world thinks. Even if your think i belong in a padded room. plz respond and tell everyone you know and ask if they can help me! your’s sincerally, Vangle