VanillaKnight

is trying to keep up with her to-do list.



I'm doing 24 things
  

VanillaKnight's Life List

  2. 1. Sew a Sweet Lolita Dress
    		10 people
  3. 2. stop being a bitch
    1 entry     		91 people
  4. 3. Write more
    		3,504 people
  5. 4. be able to jog for an hour without stopping
    		90 people
  6. 5. drink more water
    		19,002 people
  7. 6. meet a fairy
    1 entry     		57 people
  8. 7. Learn to play the guitar
    		12,669 people
  9. 8. become a better person
    		851 people
  10. 9. like myself
    		350 people
  11. 10. learn to make armor
    		3 people
  12. 11. find the one
    		301 people
  13. 12. learn to watercolor paint
    		38 people
  14. 13. Minimize existing clutter and excess possessions
    		404 people
  15. 14. Be a watercolor artist
    		2 people
  16. 15. Make Pullip clothing
    		1 person
  17. 16. design my own clothes
    		3,177 people
  18. 17. buy more Pullip dolls
    		4 people
  19. 18. Abolish acne once and for all
    		43 people
  20. 19. go to bed earlier
    		1,616 people
  21. 20. learn to love myself
    		1,438 people
  22. 21. Read more books
    		11,020 people
  23. 22. Lose 10 pounds
    		5,944 people
  24. 23. see the northern lights
    		16,932 people
  25. 24. change someone's life
    		1,312 people
Recent entries
meet a fairy
The idea is romantic 5 months ago

Oh to meet a faery! Or to even just find my faery stone. I feel so lonesome and lost. People are just awful, irrational, bitter, angry, and hateful. I just want to be in a world that fits my ideals and, unlike this one, doesn’t make me feel worthless and stupid.

Jun 14, 08:03PM PDT | 0 comments


stop being a bitch
I hate myself more than I hate the devil 5 months ago

I guess I just don’t think about it. I know I cuss a lot, but it’s just with my friends and cussing doesn’t bother us. Of course, we’re also pro-gay, pro-choice, and anti-religious, which is not exactly a good thing in a Texas hick town. It’s not like we drink or do drugs, we’re just on a different wave-length. Then I talk to someone else and it seems that no matter what I say, (a comment that seems to get me into a lot of trouble is “Hi, how are ya?”) I’m a horrible bitch and I scare people. I feel like a social outcast and, even in my group, I feel like a loser amongst losers. This is driving me to the brink of suicide, so I’m only assuming that I’m the one causing the problems. It’s even gotten to the point where I can’t talk to my family without someone trying to argue, getting yelled at, or getting hit.

Jun 14, 07:53PM PDT | 0 comments



 

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LL wants to stop procrastinating learn guitar Start my own business be a jedi find who I am sleep less learn Russian direct a movie get in shape donate blood regularly wake up when my alarm clock goes off I want to meet a vampire or be turned stop playing computer games so much learn how to tie a tie Learn Flash LEARN CSS smile more build my own computer Write my own song. art_star wants to move out of california design and build a car watch all episodes od family guy in one go own a motorcycle Complete "The Artist's Way" harry potter and the order of the phoenix Go to Iceland ifeelold wants to Take up a sport Have Kids
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