i did this before. i did weekly sangha meditation for 2+ years some years back. i know it would do me good. i know i need get back into doing meditation, for so many reasons in my life right now. Its free. All it takes is for me to put on sweatpants & head out the door by 6:30pm each tuesday….
SO WHY IS IT NOW 28 MONTHS LATER & I STILL HAVENT GONE ONCE YET ??
talk about deep resistance!
Oct 21, 01:50PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
every day i will work on this, again and again…
Apr 15, 2010, 12:19PM PDT | 3 cheers | 0 comments
focusing on:
- cleaning up credit score (formerly 720, now 604)
- getting out from under creditors & killer 30% CC interest rates
- freeing myself from financial dependence on father
- availing myself to social services i’m eligible for, rather than begging and borrowing from friends
- training in a employable field
- thoroughly OWNING all of my financial obligations & demands (e.g. no more ‘if i only won the lottery’ type thinking…)
Apr 15, 2010, 12:13PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments