I wrote this goal, half knowing that apart of me doesn’t want to get back up. Apart of me is tired and just wants to stay down. I feel as though I have just had the wind knocked out of me. Weak. Tired. Alone. Hurt. That’s how I feel. But I feel like I can’t show it. I have to be strong, I have to block all the bad emotions out. But I can’t. I’m human.
I don’t know where to go from here. I feel lost. I just want to feel like my efforts are not in vain. Like I am appreciated. These past couple of weeks have been so trying, I don’t know what to do.
Sep 05, 07:46PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
Bad news first – I am no longer tutoring the student that was having trouble with the school district. As much as I wanted to help, it just didn’t work out.
Good news – I am still committed to promoting literacy, so I have decided to start volunteering with some local literacy groups. One helps adults, and the other children. I figure I can spend a couple of hours a week at both.
Jul 20, 05:31PM PDT | 2 cheers | 1 comment
All signed up for classes :). I plan on checking out some videos from the library so I can start studying before my class starts.
Jul 20, 05:26PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments