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but to me “being true to myself” means not making actions based on my insecurities or selfishness, to ignore the people around me that don’t support me, and to follow through on what I know will get me somewhere even though
it takes a lot of work. I feel like I come across as a snob, and judgmental although I’m far from it. I need to relieze I don’t need to think I’m better than people around me to feel secure and strong, because I am worthy of living no matter what.

With a boyfriend in the past. I don’t like the guy who the relationship was with, but the relationship itself was a big growing and maturing challenge I took on, and I still have a lot of good memories from it, despite what happened with me and the guy in the end.

I have many habits and holes I dug for myself that keep me mentally paralyzed, unable to live and do what I’ve always wanted to do. Inside me I know there is a person who is strong, compassionate, fearless, selfless, and loving.
A person like this deserves to be living instead of existing, and with work I really hope I can achieve it enough to be satisfied with the change. I hope I can move up from the feeling of, “is it even possible? or worth it?”
Because I know it’s both…