Want_2_B_Happii

Wow… I’m 22 years old and have never been inlove. Is that a bad thing? I’ve thought I was inlove, but it wasnt true love. It was just… lust maybe. Plus, he did me dirty, so screw him.

Any-who!!

I want to be with someone who loves me for me. Trust me. Can depend on me. Laugh with me. Cry with me. Understand me. Talk and listen to me. Travel with me. And I can do the same with them. Someone who is affectionate and passionate about something. Doesnt even really matter what.. as long as it isnt illegal. lol. Someone who has goals, hopes, and dreams. Someone who is my rock, and I am theirs as well. Am I asking for much?

I dont really ‘look’ for love. I dont go on dating sites or anything like that. But maybe I should. Sometimes I feel like I must be doing something wrong. But I dont know what it could be!

Hi everyone :)

Well, I had an interview today. Im not sure how it went. I think pretty good. But mannnn. Its hard to find a job. Ive been looking for the past month. And really looking. I applied for 42 jobs last two weeks via the internet. But Nebraska isnt the best place to find a job. Seems like everyone is unemployed. I dont know what to do. Im spending all of my money and dont have any coming in. I need a job ASAP! All I can do is go to interviews and wait… I hate waiting because sometimes it takes employers weeks before they call you. And even then, it could be for a SECOND interview. YIKESSSSS!

Hope all of you are doing ok with your goals. Take care

<3

Well, last night I was so restless! I got online and wrote about how I was feeling, without self editing, and went back to bed. Wow… I was feeling really depressed last night…

But today is a new day. Im going to tryyyy to be more positive about everything. Ill try not to think about my Grandma sooo much. I know it isnt a bad thing to think about her. But I tend to think about her and past experiences so much that it causes me to lose focus.

Well, wish me luck! Hopefully today will be better than yesterday…