Weph

my job really depresses me sometimes. its not that i think insurance is necessarily a bad thing, what gets me is reading about all the bad stuff that happens to people all the time.

most people who find themselves at the point in their life where they need to submit a claim is usually a very tough time in their life- a roof leaking or a bad car accident or that occasional horrific dog bite. outside of work when i’m talking to friends about their lives and they bring up something traumatic like this, or when i’m going through it myself, it completely sucks. nobody likes it. so all this negative energy is in these claims that i’m looking at all day long day after day. sure i don’t actually handle claims, but i have to see how peoples lives are changed dramatically by not being able to return to work because of injury or a house being destroyed by the weather.

part of the reason i surf the net is because i need some positive light.

Today I sorted iTunes by artist name, and then went through artists who’s name start with A-E and deleted what I didn’t want. My hope is to do this every day with about five letters of the alphabet. On the sixth day I’ll do all the bands that start numerically.

After deleting all the stuff I don’t want, I’ll start to tackle the information clean up for the remaining stuff. I started with about a month’s worth of music, and I think by the end I should cut that down by 1/3.

the rest of my lists were fun to make, but are also private.

acoustic guitar
alex’s shoes
anything superhero related
bare feet
beach
being comfy in my own skin
being surrounded by lots of puppies
candlelight
checking out haunted stuff
clean scents
cleaning other peoples houses
clifton
climbing trees
cold bed sheets/ pillow
collecting tiny things
comedy clubs
concerts
cooking
corduroy
cross eyes
CUPCAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dance parties on the porch
dark cozy snuggly places
dressing fancy
driving to nowhere
E L E C T R I C F E E L
everything foxy shazam
eye make up
finishing tasks
florida, and florida
flying/ airports
friend requests on facebook
frosty malts at the reds game
full refridgerator and pantry
getting kisses from disinterested bitches
getting over fears
going to home depot
good meal presentation
hanging with nana
having a gentleman open the door for me
having nice hair
having no need for a sense of time
having someone else wash my hair
having someone touch my hair
hearing matt talk like yumpy
hugs hugs huggy hugs
inspiring
intelligence
introducing new music to people
jack
jameson
jeeps
jewish people
kissing matt
liiiiiiiists
lots of emails
magic
making household items from scratch
making music with friends
making people laugh
manicure/ pedicure/ massage
microsoft excel
MILK!
motorcycle rides
mr. clyde
nuggles
nyc
painting
patron
piano
picnics
pizza
plays
power outages
receiving flowers
reminiscing with old friends
roller coasters
savannah georgia
savvy technology
secks
selecting produce
shadows
sharing
sight seeing
sleek design
smart glasses
sound of things clicking
staring at clouds
staying out all night for no reason
sufjan stevens
taking shy on walks
the way I feel after working out
touching knees
toys
travel
treating
vacations
vancouver bc
vinyl records
white lady gloves

i need to brainstorm: why do i find myself surfing?

i’ve never delved into meditation before now. i wasn’t even sure what it entailed really. i’ve been reading up a few articles/books/etc and tried meditation for the first time a few days ago. the biggest challenge for me will be to schedule time every day to do this.

i’ve never delved into meditation before now. i wasn’t even sure what it entailed really. i’ve been reading up a few articles/books/etc and tried meditation for the first time a few days ago. the biggest challenge for me will be to schedule time every day to do this.

i’ve never devled into meditation before now. i wasn’t even sure what it entailed really. i’ve been reading up a few articles/books/etc and tried meditation for the first time a few days ago. the biggest challenge for me will be to schedule time every day to do this.

1. Philip O.
2. Laura N.
3. Angie B.
4. Carrie F.
5. Lowren M.
6. Christie L.
7. Robin J.
8. Allison C.
9. Katie D.
10. Jamie H.

1. don’t plam ahead
2. too much fast food
3. pick up the bill for friends
4. don’t monitor spending (receipts, checkbook)
5. unsure what to buy at the store (no list)
6. vending machine convenience at work
7. alcohol
8. gas on joyrides

1. back brake lights
2. front left turn signal
3. hood
4. hubcaps
5. front left bumper
6. windshield
7. stains on seats
8. fluids
9. needs detailing
10. brakes
11. oil change
12. front heat panel
13. axel/barring
14. wash! :)
15. junk in the trunk
16. vacuum
17. oil leak/ heavy exhaust sometimes

1. matt
2. brittany t.
3. obie
4. merkilizer

1. being barefoot
2. lots of pillows
3. methodical complex slow music
4. slow soothing male voice
5. cold sheets
6. new underwear
7. cold drink
8. colors
9. writing nonsense
10. matt’s hand on my back

1. tounge
2. sucess
3. its
4. posess

1. Nutrition
2. Spending habits
3. Email/internet usage at work

private

1. The Fray
2. My Chemical Romance
3. Alanis Morisette
4. Maroon Five

(i’m going to keep this one private) :(

1. Memphis, TN
2. Portland, OR
3. Boston, MA
4. Seattle, WA
5. London, ENG
6. Wash, DC
7. Nashville, TN
8. Worley, ID
9. Austin, TX
10. Houston, TX
11. Toronto, CAN
12. Vancouver, BC

1. Denmark
2. Argentina
3. Guatemala
4. Australia
5. Canada (again!)
6. Italy
7. France
8. Spain
9. Namibia
10. South Africa
11. New Zealand
12. Egypt