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Monica




I'm doing 12 things
  
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be able to change a diaper, plan an invasion, butcher a hog, conn a ship, design a building, write a sonnet, balance accounts, build a wall, set a bone, comfort the dying, take orders, give orders, cooperate, act alone, solve equations, analyze a new prob
Naah 2 years ago

stupid goal

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Get rid of my guilty feelings abot masturbation
I don't know why but I still feel inadequate 2 years ago

I tried many times over to tell to myself that there is nothing wrong into what I do but I still feel a deep sense of guilt.
I feel I deprive my partner of an unique opportunity to have fun together even if I do have regular intercourse with him.
I have read a lot about it and a lot of web sites and still I have to completely free myself from this conception of misbehavior. I will keep trying…

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lose 50 lbs in 2 months pcoladawg wants to run a successful business dye my hair blonde write more poetry Live by the beach love unconditionally. laern to play drums get into Pinecone Research Start my own business See Common Rotation Live Learn to surf go to bhutan suicide START MY OWN ADVICE COLUMN get another tattoo or three be the person Christ wants me to be Erin Ellis wants to do a colon cleanse stop smoking Share my 'music knowledge' with other 'music geeks' as myself become a runner Get a new job learn to sew stop biting my fingernails Drive across the USA sadstopunlucky wants to stay sober Take a photo every day Pass all my GCSE's Find a good man