Wiccan420

Well I have found out why she wasn’t talking to me..She is very very sick….i dont mean like flu sick. I mean like if theyc ant figure out whats wrong w her she coul die sick. There is something wrong with her heart. It not pumping blood properly so she sleeps alot and is always light headed and tired. Now I feel like an ass b/c I was upset about her not talking to me.. I guess I owe her some flowers and I should go see her, at least as a friend..She needs all she can have right now…

So we were only together about 7 months. I should be able to handle this no problem right…Yeah. Unfortunetly I am not handling this very well.. I mean she left me..so I could just move on right…um..no.. I dont know if its a selfish thing or a unfinished business thing, or a I really thought she could be the one thing. It ended suddenly and now I am left with alot of mixed feelings. Im mad she doesnt return my calls, but at the same time I would take her back. I guess I will soak in my own self pity until it goes away and I can move on…