It’s such a simple desire, so common, so cliche. Seems like everyone on the net wants it.
For the longest time, I’ve thought there was something wrong with me. I don’t feel that connection it seems you’re supposed to feel when you meet someone, date someone, care about someone on more than a platonic level. I don’t know if I’m broken or I simply haven’t had the chance to truly experience it. Maybe there really is a “right guy” out there and I’ll meet him and it’ll be just like the movies: we won’t be able to take our eyes off each other, the world will slow to a crawl and everything in the background will fade away until there’s only us. Or maybe I’ve just watched too many movies and my expectations are too high.
Regardless, I want to fall in love with someone. I want to spend insane hours of my day just thinking about him. I want to share intimate secrets with him. I want to love him so much that I can’t let down my barriers and trust him enough to let myself be intimate with him.
Above all else, this is what I want in life.