I'm doing 14 things
So many things have been happening in my life in the past two years, things, that make me want to stay away from reality, thats why, the most of the time, when im sitting in my room alone, my mind starts flying, i imagine my own perfect world, which i can change my way, when and the way i want it… I Can always feel deeply connected to a so9ng by a band i like, says “and i can always imagine, even when i know it will never happen…”
qUeEn TaTa*! [Wants Sum Blue Skittles] ...*!'s Life List
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1. hang out with ville valo
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2. stop being so lazy
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3. Learn To PLay Cello*!
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4. be more friendly
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5. Read more
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6. gain weight
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7. Study more
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8. cure my illness
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9. survive
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10. Be Healthy
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11. Stop Smoking
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12. be best friends with ville valo
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13. be best friends with ville valo or go out with him or marry him
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14. Live less inside my own head
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Recent entries
If i get to be half as good as Eikka (from apocalyptica) is, ill be waaaaaay to happy to put it in words… i know its not easy, but ill try…! =)
Im almost always perceived as a “moody, disrespectful, apathetic finnish snake” ... i wonder, should i change, or its just my defense mechanism to that i dont like or feel afraid of…?! those who really know me try to let me know im not like that, and i wanna believe… maybe its only cause im honest (ok well, maybe brutally honest…). so, my next goal is try to be more friendly, at the end of it all, i wont be losing anything…! =)
