qUeEn TaTa*! [Wants Sum Blue Skittles] ...*!

So many things have been happening in my life in the past two years, things, that make me want to stay away from reality, thats why, the most of the time, when im sitting in my room alone, my mind starts flying, i imagine my own perfect world, which i can change my way, when and the way i want it… I Can always feel deeply connected to a so9ng by a band i like, says “and i can always imagine, even when i know it will never happen…”

If i get to be half as good as Eikka (from apocalyptica) is, ill be waaaaaay to happy to put it in words… i know its not easy, but ill try…! =)

Im almost always perceived as a “moody, disrespectful, apathetic finnish snake” ... i wonder, should i change, or its just my defense mechanism to that i dont like or feel afraid of…?! those who really know me try to let me know im not like that, and i wanna believe… maybe its only cause im honest (ok well, maybe brutally honest…). so, my next goal is try to be more friendly, at the end of it all, i wont be losing anything…! =)