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I’m not sure if this is the routine for me… it’s day four today.

I woke up and my skin looked pretty good- I was quite pleased. Yet then later on I looked in the mirror and I couldn’t see much of a difference…

God, it’s so depresssing sometimes. =(

I have tons of people that I love to talk to online and I have a lot of friends in real life but it’s really hard to try and spend time with the ones that have been around a long time (from a different school) and try and keep up with the new ones (in my new school). I love my friends but it’s just like nedraggett said… I’m not sure that if I needed them they would be there.

They’re my friends but on a completely different level to my “older” friends- I can ring them up in the middle of the night with a problem and they won’t mumble for me to call them back again in the morning.

I feel sooo close to my friends from when I was younger but we’re in different school now so I can’t just be friends with them.. I have my new friends but I still don’t feel like I know them yet.

Today I was hanging out with my friends from my secondary school (high school)- one of em was having a pool party so that was pretty good. I also met this new girl who was really nice…

So I think I’m beginning to work on my goal. =)

My rule of the day:

1: Never turn down a social invite unless you have a genuine reason for why you can’t turn up.