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I met a guy on October 5th at about 10 o’clock at night and talked to him till 4:10 in the morning on October 6th. He asked me out and well i thought ‘what is there to lose?’ that was the most amazing choice i had ever made. I’m there for him when he needs me and he is there for me when i need him. He never accused me of anything and well when someone is a jerk to me he is protective and loving to me. We live in different states but the distance only makes me wish to be with him even more. I think im falling madly in love with him. Wish me luck on this new adventure with him. Lets see how long me and him will last. Hopefully until we both die of old age ^_ but who knows right?

I have admittedly harmed myself but for the past month i have gotten better and stopped. The thoughts, sadly, are still there but i haven’t used that old and dull razor for over a month. I’m keeping my promise to my Danny

last time i cut my self it was a week ago. the only time i can really cut my self deep enough to draw blood is when im angry or really upset then next thing i know there cuts on my arm and leg… i’ll hopfully break this urge to cut