I ish curious about this :P I already know about some things in my past life, I’ve even known one of my friends in multiple lives hehe… but Lady Moonlight I was wonderin if u could check it out? Thanks yous, im kinda lost, so… yeah
Made some friends, definite confidence boost hehe.
Been happier, but not so happy about the freaking work, some of my teachers are funny, one tricked us into “worksheet world” and another called guys out when they laughed at some word that sounded like erection….
but i gotta say im pretty happy right now :3 getting up at 5 AM doesnt bother me much(although hw does), dont like high school but its def better then middle, and it keeps my mind off things.
So yeah, currently not depressed.
VICTORY (for now…)
(Recently found out I could do this)I practiced one on my friend last night, unfortunately I was only able to make her feel a 2 on the one to ten pain scale, but I think that’s alright since I wasn’t even physically with her, and was able to do it each time I tried. (She’s in Cali) I can make my friend in NC feel pain to, they’re the only people I can practice on :o They’re the only ones who know I can do this, so yeah. :3 And I never do it without their permission.
(Recently found out I could do this) A while ago I practiced changing my friend’s emotion, I couldn’t get to the one I wanted but I made her feel pissed off, then sad. So yay! This one is harder then the first one >< but im getting better, I need to work on this one the most e__e Along with the pyrokinesis…
I followed the crowd, going where they went, trying to figure out what we were trying to get away from. No one would say anyting, and the people I was stuck with until I got home were jerks.
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The goverment was evacuating people from the outbreak, I was alone with someone I was close to in a car.(Not family…but I dont remember who.) and instead of driving I was instructing her on how to avoid the chaos.
“Go across that huge ass bridge before it collapses!”
“But theres so many cars on it, it’ll take me a second and its about to collapse.”
“Just do it, theres a thin line opening there and we can make it, I promise, but only if you go RIGHT NOW.” I looked around nervously.
We sped across in the area I told her about, at the end the bridge cracked and shook, slowing us down, but when we reached the end, the bridge collapsed completely with us on the other side.
“I told you! If we had stayed there we’d be stuck with no way out of the city.”
“Shut up.”
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I alone walked up to an extremely large house at the top of a hill, the driveway went all the way down the hill onto the street, and my suitcase rolled heavily on the pavement. I had texted everyone else my location(my family ended up surviving), saying that I had found a large expensive looking house to stay in.
I opened the door and walked inside, not worried about any zombies coming out thanks to the extensive sunlit windows, and bright atmospher. Zombies couldn’t stand any kind of light.
I walked in and let my suitcase rest by a couch, when my friend showed up. We searched the house for any signs of life together, and found an old man in a single upstairs bedroom, lying in his bed.
He had dolls that lined everwhere, the blinds were down and he had somehow placed the dolls on rolls up them, they surrouded half of the bed also.
After talking with him he explained the dolls were actually zombies that he had used transformation magic on. He touched the side of my head and I saw through one of the normal looking dolls skulls, the brain was distorted and gross looking, and a clear liquid filled up the dalls head.
He explained how that if any more pressure was put on the inside of their heads they would turn back to zombies, so they had to be standing to put the pressure to their feet.
Later me and my friend had the door locked, preventing anyone from coming inside. The old man was gone(Gone for good, he disappeared) so I was trying to plan escape routes for the upcoming night, but the window was covered by dolls. The roof was tall, true but our extremely large car was now outside, so even if we got injured someone would already be outside, so we just needed to get in and drive off.
I kept accidently knocking over the dolls so I stood them up quickly, I gave up then, and walked to the other side of the bed.
I saw the shadow of someone by the door, none of my family just stands like that, so I grabbed my slightly large gun off of my bed and watched as somehow it pushed open one part of the door and unlocked it, pushing it open angrily.
I ran at it and knocked it away with my gun, then rammed it in the chest…then realized it was my sister. (Which I actually new the whole time but I was pissed off at her ^^“)
I yelled at her for how dangerous that was and how I nearly killed her/almost shot her and walked out.
Later we had decided its time to leave, my friend was packing things she had taken out, and I decided to raid the place for supplies.
I looked through where knives were suppose to be kept, and saw five pieces of silverwhere that were extrenely nice and a pretty silver coulor, along with a large knife and some more silverwear, I grabbed it and put it in the larges compartment of my suitcase, we had multiple backpacks and suitcases each so filling one up wasn’t a problem.
My mom ran it all sweaty, saying she had to get away and my father was nowhere in sight.(Apparently he wasn’t dead though)
Then I saw a car outside, it stopped in front of us then slowly drove to another house just out of our sight.
We wondered if it was one of those extremely rare intelligent zombies tht could stand sunlight, it didnt come back, but i turned and told my cousin to grab my gun in case we needed it.
She laughed about how it was a good idea… then my aunt woke me up.
1: I saw my dad, he smiled at me and I said “Daddy?” Then I realized I was dreaming.
2: People kept abandoning me, I don’t know who, but I became extremely depressed during the dream and after I woke up.
3: I was shooting at these inasne people running at me and this large group of people with a shotgun. We ran, eventually killing them all, and then it skipped and I remember all of us in an extremely large school gym room. I knew I was dreaming, but everytime I tried to change it this black blob stopped me, so I got annoyed and spent the rest of the time in the room getting ready for the next attack.
Who knows about pyrokinesis? I’ve been having a lot of trouble lately and I need help T_T Luckily the two other abilities I found out I have are easier… mehhhh gotta practice practice practice!
Alright, so some rules really need to be instated. Of course you all get a say, but there are rules.
Also, for all those think Werewolfe and I aren’t watching, we’re always watching… O_O Message us if you really need to talk.
Flock Jumping~ Three Strikes and your out, you can leave if you want, but once you return for the third time that’s it. If you leave again you’re gone. If by the the fourth time you wanna join talk to both Werewolfe and I, if you’re serious, we’ll let you back in. But none after that. After the third time you have a very small chance of rejoining.
Respect~ Other members of this flock deserve it, as well as everyone else. No initiating arguments, profanity, or anything of that nature to other members without reason, or if you know them respect their objects as well. I understand everyone gets in disagreements or fights sometimes, but respect is key.
Forewarning~ You need to tell us when you leave the flock, post an entry on here, that’s all you need.
Lying~ This is not tolerated. Lying about wings, abilities, etc. Just NO. This stuff is important, you cannot lie about it. I don’t like lying about other things either, if I find out you are lying yes, I will be royally pissed off, but this really is important.
These are the main things you need to remember, more may or may not be added later if we see fit
0.0…. Twithing. Pain in back, and itching, and aching. Awesome (lol we’re all little masochists aren’t we? XP) And i feel something…yay
Pyrokinesis… bleh… I think i fgured something out though. Kinda cool XP
Like whatever goes on today, if it’s bad I’m going to get extremely depressed, if it’s good I’ll be happy… IDK why I feel that way…. but I feel like I could break down crying at any minute or be the happiest person ever.
Plus im slightly annoyed I lost my phone charger, hehe.
I haven’t gone into extremely deep depression for a while, I call it my emo rage for all intensive purposes, but I use to go into it all the time so it’s definetly better then before.
So I remembered being told by a school couciler that you just can’t get happpy like that, it’s a process, which I unfortunately found out is true. As much as I wish I could snap my fingers and be happy I can’t… but I’m ok with that :) I’m willing to work out the process instead of sitting around before i fully realized that, so it’s alright. Plus even though my friends don’t realize it they’re a big help, in a way they saved my life, possible past to definete future :3 I love em <3 So yeah XP hehe.
And there is this girl in my life I think I’m gonna try to unfriend… she’s not good for me, she makes me even more depressed. She tries to manipulate me, lies about being abused, and all this stuff… So i’ve been ignoring her texts and trying to seperate from her :/ Idk what to do, she wont let up but she doesnt exactly help me stay happy with all the crap she pulls, so idk what to do… She’s just..awful to me… advice maybe, please?
I was in this store and I walked by this two year old girl in the cart seat and when I walked by she reached out and touched my back with a O_O expression. I was like why,hello there,sweetie! Or at least in my head cause if I actually did that her mother would have found me creepy ><’’’ So I Smiled waved and left Hehe, I love children. :3 I think she wanted to touch my back again, she kept staring at me.XP Heh fun times
OH! and for everyone growing wings, before you do this make sure you want it. If you get them there’s no goin back! For everyone getting frustrated with wing progress, don’t worry about that either. I mean, it takes nine months to have a baby, you aren’t gonna get wings just like that.
Its been working!!!
Sometimes one side of my back twitches or aches or hurts… and sometimes the other side :3
Theres my wing progress :D
To bad i cant work on my pyrokinesis here T_T
Recently my aunt volunteered me at VBS I’m not religious AT ALL but even though I actually don’t wanna go I find after I’ve gotten up and got there, even if I am tired I enjoy myself and it helps distract me, plus I love children and I got a job with the preschoolers,and at the end some children who are about six :P I’m glad you don’t have to be to old to volunteer XD I had no idea you could do that when your only 14.
Anyway, how this is relevant is im feeling reallyyy happy cause of it even though I want it to end XD Funny, right? It’s making me even less depressed for the time being, and a lot of the kids are really sweet to me. I guess I should try to start getting out A LOT more cause it helps a lot, maybe more volunteerting? Anyone have any suggestions? Plus now that I’m around people it should get easier…should, but anyway, that’s all I wanted to say!
We can do this! <3 We can beat this depression.
SHUT THE FUCK UP! You’re rude, discusting, and selfish. Im not even going to say much because Noxy pretty much told you all what needs to be said, i wouldnt even care about this if you weren’t so rude so GTFO and STOP spamming
I’ve been forcing myself to be around people more often, it’s been helping me forget about the things that worry and depress me. (Although sometimes it has the opposite effect, but it mostly helps)
I’m gonna be fine at some point, and I can’t wait for that time to come, but it’s starting now. I’m slowly getting happier, hope i don’t crash and burn again.
I can do this. :]
