Yedo

I have a number of mental diseases and personality disorders, and none of them can be diagnosed. I can’t live with all of that pressure anymore. But I still do. I’ve taken a bunch of anti-depressants, and sleep pills. Nothing ever worked. I’ve done therapy, I’ve been on the psychiatry floor twice. I see a psychiatrist once every 4 months… he’s busy… it’s just small talk every time.
I might be Borderline, manic-depressive, something else, all these answers, I wish I knew… and still, knowing probably wouldn’t change much. The only sure thing is, I’m different. I’ll be different forever.