I'm doing 17 things
So far from reaching this goal it’s ridiculous. Why bother to make a goal and not follow through, goes along with one of my previous goals finish what I start.
I’ve been attempting to be confident without doing my typical exercises in which I did while I was incarcerated, when I had time to dwell. Too much time to think and reevaluate my life, myself, and my surroundings.
I need to stop and work on myself. Control my anger toward the world that I feel is out to get me..
ZFlyingEagleZ's Life List
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1. improve my brain
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2. Get a job I don't mind
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3. Stop screwing up so much.
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4. make wine
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5. read the godfather
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6. Complete 43 goals on "43 things"
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7. get organized, stay organized
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8. get creative
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9. not be lonely
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10. Finish what I start
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11. Support others in goals that inspire me
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12. Learn 100 fun facts & history on the facts
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13. Acknowledge what, if anything, bugged me today, and let it go.
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14. make a list of 365 quotes that inspire me
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15. Be confident and outspoken
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16. discover my style
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17. Be Courageous
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Recent entries
I’m so angry at myself. I;m so selfish and narrow minded. I tend to drive anyone I get involved with away. I’m terrified of commitment and so any time I care, I am instinct of fight or flight.
The natural animal instinct.
Like a coward, I run.
Try to talk, but eventually I get to the point of screaming(about uncontrollably I’d say) in which my goal is to hit the heart.
Even if I really do not mean it nor think it.
I can honestly say I was rather impressed with myself today. I wasn’t nearly as bad as usual.
I did everything without so much mental pressure weighing me down.
