I`m really doing it! And it’s great. I feel much better, it’s a change to my working day and I’m doing s.th. good for my back!
ZinniLinni's Life List
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1. To live instead of exist
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2. be more open
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3. fall in love
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4. make my dreams a reality!
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5. be more active
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6. kiss
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7. spending more time with my family
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8. learn English fluently
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9. Accept things I cannot change, have the courage to change the things I can and have the wisdom to know the difference
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10. Stop caring what other people think of me
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11. Dance in the rain
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12. love my job
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13. write my dissertation
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14. accomplish my goals for 2008
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15. visit good friends I haven't seen in a long time
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16. be lazy without having a bad conscience
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17. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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18. get up when my alarm clock goes off
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19. adopt a child
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20. Have a baby
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21. finally learn to play the guitar
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22. drive to Canada
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23. go to a fortune teller
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24. list one thing every day that was positive
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25. have a shorttrip with my best friend
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26. travel route 66
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27. go to san fransisco
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28. spend less money on useless or stupid things
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29. Get a tattoo
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30. go to space
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I decided to go at least two times a week to the gym. My goal is nevertheless three times a week which I’m desperately trying to fulfill.
In the last 1 1/2 years a lot has changed in my live. Before I was a student and I could hide behind my friends if I wanted to. Now I’m a lecturer at the same uni I had studied the last few years. I wouldn’t say I’m not a unconfident person (especially in my job) but for me it’s still weird. On the one hand I still feel as being a student and on the other hand I have changed sides. To which side do I belong now??? It’s strange to give seminars and it’s even more strange to give marks? There are so many people still who know me of the times when I was still a student and now they might be a student of me!!! When I cross the campus I often think what do they think of me. I know I should not care and I’m trying not to care. But it’s still hard not to think about it. Every semester when I’m starting my seminar again and I walk down the hallway to the seminar’s room I’m almost getting a heartattack because I don’t know who’ll be sitting in there. I hope this feeling will go away. I’m so glad that semester break has started now but next semester it will start all over again. Hopefully this will improve with go better…
