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I`m really doing it! And it’s great. I feel much better, it’s a change to my working day and I’m doing s.th. good for my back!



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I decided to go at least two times a week to the gym. My goal is nevertheless three times a week which I’m desperately trying to fulfill.



Stop caring what other people think of me
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In the last 1 1/2 years a lot has changed in my live. Before I was a student and I could hide behind my friends if I wanted to. Now I’m a lecturer at the same uni I had studied the last few years. I wouldn’t say I’m not a unconfident person (especially in my job) but for me it’s still weird. On the one hand I still feel as being a student and on the other hand I have changed sides. To which side do I belong now??? It’s strange to give seminars and it’s even more strange to give marks? There are so many people still who know me of the times when I was still a student and now they might be a student of me!!! When I cross the campus I often think what do they think of me. I know I should not care and I’m trying not to care. But it’s still hard not to think about it. Every semester when I’m starting my seminar again and I walk down the hallway to the seminar’s room I’m almost getting a heartattack because I don’t know who’ll be sitting in there. I hope this feeling will go away. I’m so glad that semester break has started now but next semester it will start all over again. Hopefully this will improve with go better…



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