Ziva_David

I'm just a fucked up girl looking for my own piece of mind.



I'm doing 40 things
 

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  1. 1. Have a TRULY HAPPY Birthday this year
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    1 person
  2. 2. work on my acting skills
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    1 person
  3. 3. Volunteer
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    4,885 people
  4. 4. To live instead of exist
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    10,865 people
  5. 5. be more confident
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    10,293 people
  6. 6. Lose 30 pounds
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    5,154 people
  7. 7. be brave
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    421 people
  8. 8. change my life
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    400 people
  9. 9. get a job i love
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    895 people
  10. 10. learn to drive
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    6,128 people
  11. 11. buy a good camera
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    36 people
  12. 12. dress the way I wish I dressed every day
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    132 people
  13. 13. redecorate my bedroom
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    329 people
  14. 14. live in the moment
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    1,928 people
  15. 15. start a conversation with a complete stranger for the hell of it
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    87 people
  16. 16. make new friends
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    12,770 people
  17. 17. stay out all night partying
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    10 people
  18. 18. See Bayside Perform Live
    1 person
  19. 19. have a flat stomach
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    2,294 people
  20. 20. get rid of my stretch marks
    205 people
  21. 21. Learn to Play the piano
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    7,451 people
  22. 22. become a dancer
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    159 people
  23. 23. learn krav maga
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    209 people
  24. 24. Pay it Forward
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    646 people
  25. 25. learn french
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    10,609 people
  26. 26. fall in love with someone who loves me too
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    1,057 people
  27. 27. get the guy
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    110 people
  28. 28. learn arabic
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    2,107 people
  29. 29. travel to India
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    553 people
  30. 30. write a book
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    26,094 people
  31. 31. be great
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    65 people
  32. 32. become an actress
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    1,685 people
  33. 33. save a life
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    1,445 people
  34. 34. be more grateful
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    251 people
  35. 35. grow my hair long
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    3,516 people
  36. 36. Have thinner thighs
    125 people
  37. 37. Learn to pick locks
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    1,479 people
  38. 38. Have a totally different life by this time next year
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    975 people
  39. 39. Send a care package to a soldier
    8 people
  40. 40. watch 100 movies in 2009
    1 entry
    53 people

How I did it
How to get a job
It took me
3 months
It made me
Less Poor & Grateful


Recent entries
watch 100 movies in 2009
1-29 2 weeks ago

(I’m not gonna count one’s I’ve already Seen, Just ones that are new to me…) Not In order Here are the one’s I Can Remember So Far

1. The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
2. Ocean’s Eleven
3. Ocean’s Twelve
4. The Duchess
5. Marie Antoinette
6. Paper Moon
7. Becoming Jane
8. Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs
9. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (One of the best movies ever made!!!
10. Moonstruck
11. Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past
12. Over Her Dead Body
13. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince :)
14. Twilight * ( < five stars) LOVE THIS MOVIE!!
15. The Perfect Score
16. X-men origins: Wolverine
17. Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen
18. Prom Night
19. Watchmen
20. Never Back Down
21. Public Enemies
22. Night at the Museum 2: Battle of the Smithsonian
23. 17 again (okay in my defense i didn’t pick it and I really had no choice lol)
24. Eragon
25. He’s Just Not that Into You
26. Bride Wars
27. Tyler Perry’s Madea Goes to Jail
28. Casino Royal
29. Quantum of Solace



change my life (read all 4 entries…)
I AND I 2 weeks ago

If there are about 9 billion people on this insane planet why in the world do i feel so damn isolated. I mean we’re all human beings right, so we should at least have that in common and be able to make relationships with each other from there. But i feel so different from everyone else. Almost like I’m never gonna find anyone that I can relate to. And that’s a terrible thing to feel.

Don’t get me wrong i enjoy being by myself a lot of the time. But there is a difference between Solitude and Loneliness. Everyone needs to have people in there lives who love them unconditionally and whom they love unconditionally. I think we were all born that way, we just can’t live a full life without companionship.
Everyone needs friends even loners.



change my life (read all 4 entries…)
To Live would be an awfully big adventure. .. 2 weeks ago

Can someone please tell me when living got this hard? I mean i wish i could just forget about the messed up shit, live by the philosophy of Always Love, and that would be that. You know, Just go with the flow and somehow everything would fall into it’s place at the right time. Unfortunately it’s never that simply, at least not for me.

When we were kids we just simply lived life. We didn’t complicate things. Ever since I was old enough to have a philosophy on life, I had always believed that Life was complicated. But now I’m wondering if maybe Life isn’t complicated, we just make ourselves believe that it is. I wish i could hold on to that child like mentality.

If only we could all live like Peter Pan!!


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