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Hey people guess who still exists? yep, and im still on square one! My habits havent improved but i must admit, i have exams (in fact i have one in around 2 hours time!) coming THICK AND FAST! but the fact that im doing this shit is really pissing me off and sometimes sets me in a bad mood for the day. Neverthless im SERIOUSLY working on improving my faith, praying more, often more in the mosque etc, and i know for a fact when i sort that out everything else will slot in place! I have my Facebook account de-activated, my computer is in the loft, and MSN is uninstalled from my mums laptop which im using mainly for work, emails and ebay :) yet i somehow manage to find the naughty shit, via my phone, PSP (which i fixed 2 days ago), So im slowly deleting them from my life but i mean, i dont think it will be long untill this shit is over for me, hopefully summer and im done :) i have MASSIVE ambitions to do in summer, big long list of thing to keep me engaged from 8am to 9pm daily in summer and i seriously cannot wait! Anyways please pray for me so i can pass my exams and rid these shitty habits! Ill keep you guys in mind when pray! laters!

hey people! glad to see loads of newcomers! damn…havent posted here for months! anyways…not good, still unable to completely kick the habit. on a good day ill stop for around 4-5 days…but thats very rare. exams coming up THICK AND FAST (A-levels for you brits here). This Stupid habit is just making shit so much harder than it needs to be. I just started my easter holidays and im literally daily blasting out hours of study, but it seems not to make me unwind by doing this shit. God damn, but im focusing and trying my hardest to fix the strength in my religion, and i know for a fact once i sort that out and my prayers are sorted, everything will slot in its correct place, hence im dedicating this half term to simply study, improving my strength religously and my health (Gym etc). The PC has gone till after the exams so no time wasting playing for hours on end and temptations porn wise, but its a hard battle i seem to be losing…anyways, wish me luck!

i went 3 days and poof, its now 9pm, and i have 2 exams tomorrow and 2 exams day after! iv spent 9 hours revising in my local library and another 2 hours are gonna be spent now! this is insanity! yesterday and day have been doing around 5hours on each day! My birthday is on saturday and yet despite all of this i still do the deed. Fucking ridiculous if you ask me! Wish me luck guys and pray for me like im praying for you!

See you guys!