I’m so confused and lost. is it right? is it wrong? does it matter? WILL WE BE ABLE TO MAKE IT?
I spent a lot of time thinking about it.
I gave it a lot of time to progress on its own (1 year & a half).
I waited and I prayed and I hoped I’d find the answer.
the more i look into it the more i feel like no matter how much we both compromise it will be in vain.
but I really want it and I believe there is a way to do it.

