Yeah, I give up, no ones ever going to love me. I realize this now, and I have to deal with it, it’s all I wanted but honestly, I know in my heart it’s just not going to happen.
So I suppose I need to concede, and decide how to live a long and single life, or whether living alone is even worth living.
And cesides, this wasn’t a goal anyways, more of a hope/dream; You can’t make someone else love you.
But yeah, it’s not going to happen, and I need to be adult, and deal with this. It’s just so unfair to see all the people get love who don’t appreciate it. But I’m over it, or at least i will be someday. Me and my 52 cats…