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so i have my final exams which determine what course i get into, in less than 40 weeks.. which is terrifying.
so im going to start studing now, bit by bit, just go through all my subjects (6) and write study notes for everything ive done.

i did about 3 hours of history a few days ago, but nothing significant since. i’ll do half an hour tonight, but i have to get some sleep and have a shower.

im exhausted after work.

see.. there was one best friend i had in mind.
but too much has come between us, and even though its been almost 2 years since the whole fight and drama that went on…

i still care about her.. in the hallway i secretly look out for her to make sure she has someone, or if shes by herself i’ll tell one of my friends to go talk to her. but. as much as what we had was great being BFF and all..

shes changed, ive changed and i just dont think we would get along very well anymore.. and we have to much between us now, trust would never be the same.. and we’d always judge eachother
i couldnt do it.

=] so im letting this one go.

its worth doing. but its not worth thinking about HOW to be more charismatic.. mm i doubt that makes sense.. just hear me out

the entry i wrote 11 months (almost a year ago!) i just sounded so pathetic. i wrote something along the lines of “its called charisma in which i have NONE”
but of course everyone has some charisma inside of them. it all starts with a key element (which i obviously didnt show in that entry)

1)CONFIDENCE!

when your talking to someone. aslong as you have cofidence in what your saying, they’ll pretend they do to.

2)HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOUR.
smile, laugh and be able to laugh at yourself, every one of us go through embaressing moments in public, but being able to laugh at yourself and move on will make people think twice about you.

theres more. but i think you guys get my drift!
goodluck guys, im giving up on this one because i think i had it inside of me all along. i just never realsied!

goodluck!