abbeyinwonderland




I'm doing 19 things
  

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  2. 1. become the person i want to be
    1 entry . 2 cheers     		34 people
  3. 2. overcome anxiety
    2 entries     		643 people
  4. 3. Become happier
    1 entry     		15 people
  5. 4. overcome my emetophobia
    1 entry     		22 people
  6. 5. Make new friends
    2010 resolution . 1 entry     		12,799 people
  7. 6. graduate high school
    1 entry     		1,165 people
  8. 7. be carefree
    1 entry     		101 people
  9. 8. learn to drive
    2010 resolution . 2 entries     		6,193 people
  10. 9. go to school
    2010 resolution     		249 people
  11. 10. get a part time job
    1 cheer     		307 people
  12. 11. Buy a new computer
    		308 people
  13. 12. see a concert
    		50 people
  14. 13. reach 50 friends on facebook
    		1 person
  15. 14. Send a postcard to Postsecret
    		2,846 people
  16. 15. Update my blog regularly
    		128 people
  17. 16. get better at drawing
    		58 people
  18. 17. learn to sew
    		3,660 people
  19. 18. Take one picture a day as a way to document my life
    		812 people
  20. 19. not be lonely
    		130 people

How I did it
How to stop being scared
It took me
30 days
It made me

How I did it: I don't know how exactly I did it, but I think it was a matter of making the decision that even IF I had another panic attack, chances are I'd still be alive the next day, and life would continue on. It wouldn't kill me, or anyone else around me, and I wouldn't feel like that forever. I can't be scared anymore, there's really nothing to be afraid of. Anything I can control I can change, and anything out of my hands is out of my hands, and… Read how I did it…

Nov 22, 04:06PM PST | 0 comments | 2 cheers


How to stop having panic attacks
It took me
30 days
It made me
Happy

How I did it: I had anxiety in the past and it had gone away after 5 horrible months, when it started again last month I was horrified that I would have anxiety for 5 months again, or even longer this time, maybe forever. I had my last panic attack 5 weeks ago, I'm a competitive person, and I would say to myself  'let's see how long I can make it without having another panic attack', and tried to think that every time I had the feeling of panic. I… Read how I did it…

Nov 22, 09:19AM PST | 0 comments | 1 cheer


Recent entries
learn to drive (read all 2 entries…)
I don't know. 3 weeks ago

I know this sounds really immature, but me driving seems so, I don’t know, dangerous or something.
I don’t know how I’m ever going to make it past driving along straight-ish fairly flat traffic-less country roads.

Nov 26, 09:26PM PST | 0 comments


become the person i want to be
Untitled 3 weeks ago

This is my biggest goal, I’m not sure what to say about it, but maybe it’s slowly happening as time goes by, I’m not sure.
How am I going to know when I am who I want to be?
^ This is one of my problems regarding this.

Nov 25, 04:53PM PST | 0 comments


learn to drive (read all 2 entries…)
driving. 3 weeks ago

I turned 16 last month, and I still have yet to get my L, I wanted to before Christmas, maybe I still can if I really get studying the drivers book.

Nov 25, 04:52PM PST | 0 comments


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become a published writer Bblouder wants to not be scared to be loved Visit Japan be proud write a short story. Visit Australia drink more water Lose 15 lbs do volunteer work abroad Hike more often Stop caring what other people think of me sophomoreinbetween wants to keep a clean house simplify my life learn french see the pyramids in Egypt reinvent my career Learn to play the double bass Go to Britain get over a broken heart Travel to all 50 States make people understand that declawing a cat is a painful unnecessary surgery and there are better ways to deal with cat's scratching watch all of the L Word episodes back to back figure out if i'm pregnant...? watch Grey's Anatomy leave notes in library books jumpstyle rock
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