aboycalledfish




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  1. 1. learn guitar
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  2. 2. see the northern lights
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  3. 3. live on my own terms
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  4. 4. stop second-guessing myself
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  5. 5. make her happy
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  6. 6. find myself in a situation where it makes sense and is in fact absolutely necessary to say "frankly my dear, I don't give a damn"
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  7. 7. accept the things I cannot change, have courage to change the things I can and have the wisdom to know the difference
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  8. 8. To live instead of exist
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  9. 9. become better at small-talk
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  10. 10. have no regrets
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  11. 11. Have an out-of-body experience
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  12. 12. don't care what people think
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  13. 13. sleep in all day
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  14. 14. Learn to work with Unix, BSD, Emacs & linux as flutenly as I can speak English now. Within a year and just for the fu(ck)n of it so that I can do more important things in life
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  15. 15. get a better job
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  16. 16. rock out to Nirvana
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  17. 17. stop wanting what i cant have
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  18. 18. master C programming
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  19. 19. disapear
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  20. 20. backpack through Europe
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  21. 21. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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  22. 22. play in a band
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  23. 23. drive really slow in the fast lane
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  24. 24. own a place of my own
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  25. 25. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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  26. 26. Say "no" every time i feel like it and not feel guilty
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  27. 27. perpetuate an anarchist revolution
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  28. 28. stand up for myself more
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  29. 29. have better self esteem
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  30. 30. learn to trust
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  31. 31. Stop caring what other people think of me
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  32. 32. identify 100 things that make me happy.
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  33. 33. never, EVER grow up
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Learn to work with Unix, BSD, Emacs & linux as flutenly as I can speak English now. Within a year and just for the fu(ck)n of it so that I can do more important things in life
aboycalledfish 21 months ago

unix isnt very hard once you learn it but it does have a huge learning curve each of the other os’s are pretty close or atleast they should be because they are modeled after it…. and emacs is just a text editor but this is deffinitally on my list too



get over my panic and anxiety disorders
it never really goes completely away 21 months ago

its not one of those things you can just get over but what helped me is to just stop thinking and do it…. find something or someone else to take your mind away from whats going on and push yourself through it… each time you do it will get easier and easier until you dont have to worry anymore then after a while you forget it and it seems to just go away sometimes you will get that feeling again but ignore it…... it worked for me and i hope something works for everyone else too …... when i look back though if i could go back and live life without it i dont think that i would because when you ‘get over it’ it teaches you so many things and you have a better appreciation for certain things then you would have otherwise




 

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