I’ve really got to get myself together and focus and get work done. Thing is, lately I feel like doing nothing at all. I used to have a big problem with doing nothing at all. What’s wrong with me now?
I got sucked in man. Now I’m an internet celebrity and recognized in public and it’s no good. I had a blast but I think it’s time to end my affairs with williamsboard.com and board.crewcial.org. I’ve gotta get focused. I used to be hooked on 43things.com a while back and it really was life changing. I accomplished several goals on here and created some really great habits. Time to spend time here and not there. The immediate response thing is just really addictive. I had never been on a messageboard before.
I haven’t been to this site for a while and it looks like I made great progress in the meantime…. migrating a bunch of goals to the done list!!!!
I have been riding 2-12 miles a day on my bike and running lately! Consistently. Like I don’t have to stress about not doing it
Mid April now. Hmmm. Progress on all fronts. More and more wonderful people keep coming into my life.
I have been documenting my life lately but not here. I miss it. I owe my LIFE! to 43things.com. The support I have gained here has been incomparable to anything in my history. It put me in the place I needed to be. I need to revisit more often to give support to all the others in the early stages of getting where I’m at now. Thank you 43things.com. I am no longer an alcoholic, I have lost more than 40 pounds, I have learned to set goals and follow them through! I am LIVING and all I needed the whole time was a little support. Thanks to ‘make new friends’ I have my own support network these days and HONESTLY I couldn’t have pulled myself out of the darkness I was in if not for help.
xoxo,
Heather Rae Hatton
everything’s a palindrome
a trip there and back
up and down a spine
hips are playing pingpong
the wood is thick in these forests
and everywhere’s a forest
these shadows
the sun’s not direct
the light is green
filtered through the leaves
and he leaves
and he comes
and we can’t stay long
just enough to catch our breaths
everyone is waiting
here, there
some up above
those ones are rolling spindles towards us
anything
to get them in our hands faster
if you exercise control over your pulse
if you tune your vibrational frequency
all the lost can be found
It was nice. Intimate. Just 6 of us. 5 shared. I want to start hosting weekly gatherings again. I’ve written a few things lately. Going to get into the habit again!
16. I really want to be good with plants but really I’m not. Sometimes. It’s hard for me to remain consistent. I’m a little irresponsible with them.
17. I’m hosting a film screening on thursday. When I host events I always have a big fear that no one will show up. That would be HORRIBLE. I invited almost 400 people. So far about 16 have RSVP’d. That’s enough people to have a good event but I’m kind of like WTF with the ratio.
18. I got a pedicure recently and my toes are alternating shades of blue and green. It’s a little ridiculous but I love it.
19. While I do this I’ve got laundry tumbling down the street in the dryer. My cell alarm is set for when I have to pick it up. I’m using 3 dryers and needed 3 washers. Me & the bf’s laundry.
20. Joan Jett ‘Gonna Get Dressed for Success’ just came on my ipod and when I was a little kid my mom choreographed me & my sisters a dance to this particular song.
I feel like I was really out of practice. Lately I’ve been in more and more social situations. Practice makes better!
Getting focused on this goal again. I’ve started volunteering in exchange for classes at another yoga studio, this time closer to my place so I don’t have to go out of my way. It’s only a block from my office!
11. I have psoriasis. I hate it and am self conscious about it sometimes. It’s on my scalp and in my ears and it makes my fingernails pitted. Gross.
12. I consider ‘my so called life’ a life changing television show for me. It molded my fragile young mind muchly.
13. I had a fight with my boyfriend this morning because he’s not putting out enough.
14. I am the flattest girl I have ever met, not even an A cup.
15. For lunch I ate a tofu hotdog, no bun, some salsa and some corn on the cob.
Got a plan and collaborators. Time to put it into action. Placemats with advertising on them. Once it’s done it will continue to generate passive income. Now now now.
