Means going home. Not sure how I feel about that…. I don’t want to be outwardly angry to him, nor do I want to forgive him yet. I know I will eventually, I just need time. Even the concept of realizing I do eventually want to forgive him is very fresh to me, very different than wanting him out of my life forever. I suppose I have a month to mull this over, although I’m sure I won’t really know how I feel until I get there. It is much easier to be away at school and block all thoughts of him out.
aformalfeeling's Life List
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1. get a good score on the MCAT
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2. Forgive my dad
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3. list 43 men I'd have in my harem
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4. Sleep more
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5. practise ahimsa (non-violence) towards myself and others
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6. identify 100 things that make me happy.
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7. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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8. lower my grocery bill without compromising what I eat
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9. work for doctors without borders
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10. Overcome my eating disorder.
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11. travel to every continent
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12. go to medical school
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13. work because I like to, not because I have to
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14. read war and peace
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15. write poetry
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16. learn about wine
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17. read the complete works of Virginia Woolf
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18. surf more, surf better
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How I did it
How I did it: Started planning around 4 months beforehand (just the dates). About one month beforehand got serious about planning the logistics - how were we going to get there, where would we park the car, what food, etc. We (myself and 2 other girls) drove to Gordon River, and parked are car there on the reserve. We took the West Coast Trail bus to Pachena Bay, and did the orientation there. We then camped one night at Pachena Bay be… Read how I did it…
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My friends. I have so many beautiful people in my life :)
I may not have lucked out completely in the family department (not condemning anyone, just sayin’) and it’s great to have friends I can truly say are my family.

