afraid2try

Since I was a kid always wanted to go on a Vision Quest. A few months ago started going to this group teaching about the Medicine Wheel and out of the blue the leader started talking about Vision Quests. I’m now on my way to fulfilling what needs to be done before I can attempt one: fasting for progressively longer periods, reading literature on the Indian culture, making my drum… I am so scared I want to run away and hide, but think I will do it. I walked on fire, I can do this! ;-)

I’ve always wanted to learn Spanish so this summer I actually took a couple of short classes on Spanish in the workplace. I did great in the classes and did other work to practice. But now that more time has lapsed and there is no one to practice with I find myself rarely trying any more. It was sure fun to do, while it lasted.

It’s so hard to feel like doing anything when you’re always tired, always feel like just a couple hours more sleep would make things better.