I'm doing 15 things
Im posting today,I dont know if some of you remember me (Im a single mother who works as a manager in a bar),Sorry for no to say even hello last months but ive been very busy, between my job in the bar and my 2 years old baby i havent had time for anything.
Well…some months ago i started to go to aa meetings again and i also found this page. 9 months exactly since i stopped drinking. I only wanted to write something to share that im so happy…im sober!. Its very hard not to drink when something bad happens, sometimes im very stressed and i want to drink something.
I know, i really know what alcohol means for me(All that i dont want in my life!). I wont go in that way again. Its hard to face life without alcohol but…alcohol becomes life worse!
Its just for today. One day at a time.
Thanks everybody who posts here, you help me a lot to fight agaist my alcoholism. Thanks aa, thanks god.
aguilaazul2008's Life List
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1. stop drinking
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2. Stop smoking
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3. stay sober
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4. lose weight
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5. Lose Three Pounds a Week until I reach my ideal weight.
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6. find true love
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7. Learn to play the guitar
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8. Travel to europe
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9. pay off my debt
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10. whiten my teeth
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11. Get a tattoo
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12. go on a cruise
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13. be fluent in english
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14. improve my english
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15. dejar de fumar
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Today i realize that i havent drunk anything for 3 months. To stop drinking i remember every day and every moment that alcohol means many awful things that i dont want in my life. Im still working in a bar as a manager and when somebody say cheers i just drink water, sodas, juices or energy drinks. I never stpped drinking for 3 mothns before, i feel that this is a normal day, but i cant forget that im an alcoholic, if i dont forget that i will be ok.
Take care. kiss.
Hello everybody, i was reading all your comments these days and most of them are like things that happend to me. The most difficult part for me is that I work in a bar, but something that is saving my life is to remember that IM AN ALCOHOLIC and for me drinking means to destroy my life, my image. I like how I am without alcohol.
Thank god that I didnt drink today. Thanks all of you. Thanks AA.
Gracias.
