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I’m actually learning to forgive and forget, and having no doubts sort of goes along with that (well… in a way, if you think about it).
[this entry is more of using the word “doubts” more like “regrets”]

One; I don’t really have much doubts anymore about past loves, past boyfriends, etc., as I used to. I’ve been learning, somwhat slowely, that what’s in the past, is in the past. I can’t change it, so I’ll move on (kind of also going along the “fall in love” goal).

Two; I still do have some doubts, which I am learning to get over. I’ve tried many tecniques with this: thinking about my doubts so much that it just gets old and I don’t care anymore about them (which had worked for a bit); and trying to forget about it all, and force myself to just move on. Harder than it may sound.

Three; I don’t really see the point in listing any of my doubts/regrets. I was just about to, but I realised that it doesn’t really matter.

So, that’s that. May just give up on this one, really. I mean, having doubts and regrets are kind of part of living, no?
Maybe, if you really do have no regrets or doubts, then you’ll be happier? But I don’t think that defines happiness, not even close, really.

I don’t know, I don’t know enough about life and living to be totally biased.
So we’ll see what happens.