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Stop getting dumped for being too eager to please
About to be dumped yet again...

I am currently with a woman who is starting to pull away….its painful. It’s only been a month. She mentioned she wants someone who is sure of themselves. I am trying to create a life for myself…



write a song
start simple

A lot of what I’ve heard from talented songwriters is to start simple…..write a song about a plant or something.



live outside the united states
Having lived in Paris for a year...

I just happened to stumble on this page. I feel a bit nostalgic and wanting to take that exciting leap once again. First, I’d like to share a few thoughts. I notice some of the entries here seem to be filled with ideas of escape and hating of ones situation. I understand these feelings well. It brings back memories of working at jobs I hated, being in situations always leaving you feeling stuck. I lucidly recall walking to my swingshift job always telling myself, “What if I were to leave just right now to Europe?” It’s possible yes, but financial reality always came back to me. It’s not feasible. But those thoughts never left. Big changes came for me after my father passed, but what really made it happen for me was believing in myself. I had to get past the doubting part of my self. I would have never dreamed I could do something such as finishing my final year in college in paris, but I took the necessary steps to do so. I found information at my local college. I filled out forms. Talked with counselors. At the end of the day, it came down to just doing what needed to be done in order to make it a reality. One more thing, I think it is important to be aware that a lot of the pain which makes one want to escape, doesn’t necessarily mean that it will leave with your new home. I brought problems along, everyone has them…just a few thoughts or total dribble…




 

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