amy

I am moving to Tampa Bay, FL with my hubby in february. am i too far away to be an actress. Does anyone out there feel incomplete without acting. I do. I feel like it is a part of who i am. without it i am not me. anyone?

i guess when you walk along and feel detached from your entire inner cirle, how else would one feel. I got married about 2 1/2 years ago and my biological family thinks i replaced them. My mother died when i was nine and my dad was a single parent. The unspoken rule in the house was for me and my older brother and lil sister not to show emotion b/c those weren’t important. I’m living with my in laws b/c my husband is deployed and we are saving money. They are good people in general, but like my father they don’t show emotions besides on the negative side. I feel Unhappy b/c I don’t have anyone to talk to besides my husband who i talk to every other day but i pack him down with everything i’m feeling and i love him so much i want to always talk about good stuff. I feel so weak, and pathetic for being so wanting of human compassion,and love and attention. My other family doesn’t care and my husband’s family doesn’t care. i rest on all this and hope that i can make some friend that loves to hug and talk, really talk not fake shit. real.

-I am happy to be a married woman who is madly in love with her husband.