aleen17

It has been over a week since my last entry and I feel stronger than ever. I have not slipped nor have I been tempted. I don’t even feel tempted anymore. I have gone this long and there is no way I am going back. I am hesitant to say this but I really feel like I have kicked it.

Tonight will be a challenge. I going out to dinner with my husband who will no doubt light up in front of me. Prett fucking sad that my peer pressure comes from the man who loves me the most. I don’t blame him though he has his own addiction demons.

Day 7 was a sucess.

I am so proud of myself for staying strong. I still think of it quite often especially when I am home doing mundane things like cleaning. I don’t feel as tempted as I thought I would though. I have come this far I don’t want to have start all over again. I feel that there has been a shift in my willpower. I am stronger and more aware of who I really am. I like this feeling. I feel empowered like I can take on the world and I will. Nursing school starts in 2 weeks and I can’t wait!