alexandra_xo

i want to lose weight, i want to be skinny. I want guys to notice me as a pretty girl..i hate being with my friends who are smaller than me, because i feel like such an idiot..i love to shop but i hate to try on clothes..i just want to lose weight and be skinny, but i hate working out..i hate going to the gym in front of people..i am very self consious. and i hate to look in the mirror because im afraid everytime i do i get bigger.

all my life i have been a little bigger than everyone, and when i was in third grade one of my best friends told me i was fat. From then on i thrived to lose weight, but it never seemed to work..i have always played sports. But recently i have stoped eating as much, and i just want to lost weight or im going to stop eating all together and only take viatmins and drink water. i honestly pray to God that i will wake up skinny.